mmmm zadr one-shots

When the world was mine

This is a different than the other one-shots because it actually I'd about the ZADR smeets, mostly Zap and not mostly about zim and dib. I mean they will be mentioned because they are Zap's parents but I mean this is mostly about Zap. Here have a picture of all the smeets

There I think we are ready

   Zap gripped onto the railing of the ship, his legs almost barely holding him up. Tears streaked down his face, thankfully not burning him. He quietly shook, one hand over his mouth and the other on the railing.

"Captain Zap?" One of the crew members reached out to touch the distressed captain's shoulder, but before the crew member could touch him, their hand was slapped away.

"Go! Go now!" Screamed Zap, his throat felt raw, but he didn't care. The crew member took one last glance back at their captain before leaving.

Zap crumbled onto the floor, sobs racking him. Just the thought of what he almost did made his stomach turn. He almost murdered his family, and for what? Pride? Glory? No, UE had no reason for this.

The fear in his little brother's, Saturn's, eyes was burned in his head. Saturn was so young. He would never understand, and what about Neptune? His little brother by a year. Neptune was the second closest family member Zap had, the first being his father Zim. He hadn't even thought of his parents. What are they thinking right now? Knowing that they were almost murdered by their own son. Their first son. Their eldest son. The one that was supposed to set an example for his brothers. The one that was supposed to be responsible. The one that was supposed to not betray the whole family.

Zap curled into a ball, his knees wet with tears because he had dug his head in his knees.

Zap knew he could never come back. Never talk to them again. He could not deal with the guilt. For the first time in five years he felt guilt and sadness. Zap actually felt remorse. And this. This scared him.

Zap is a messed up boi :>