Pastels

10. lover.

I don't know why I'm so in love with you

Perhaps I never will,

But I think that's okay as long as I'm learning

Learning to love a little more each day.

I see your face and it makes me smile

I haven't a clue as to why

But it makes me feel good

And I need something like that with me.

There's just something about you

I can't put my finger on

I wish I could fall in love with someone who'll be good for me

But that doesn't seem to be how it works

Still, I'd drop everything for you

If you told me you needed me I'd never leave

And I know you won't

Because you don't

But I'll hang on to the thought of it

You calling me when you're drunk just to tell me

That you love me more than anything

You've ever loved before

You driving to me wherever I am

But I know it's unrealistic

Because you'll never want me how I want you

And I'm hopelessly jealous

It's not like I haven't ruined us before

But sometimes I just want to be able to unconditionally love you

And I think that I'm getting there

I truly would drop everything for you

You're so wrong but so right for me

For every part of me

You drive me insane but you make my heart crazy at the same time

I love that about you

I long to feel your skin

Your face and your arms

Underneath my fingertips

Would make my life

My love will not be wasted

If there's something to love

Even if you won't receive it

Or reciprocate it

I will love you endlessly anyways