My dearest Melanie S.M.

Pages 34 - 45

Chapter 4

She watched him sleep all night, he pulled her closer every time she moved, he kisses her head out of instinct, and he had random, random bursts throughout the night and he's made a mess of himself and his boxers. They're completely soaked, she's never seen him so wet, it's kind of adorable. He's usually so tamed. "Shawn?" She whispers only to see how asleep he is. She wants to test out the waters before she does anything, but she does have things in mind to do. She wants to make sure he's all cleaned up so he can be comfortable when he wakes up. It's important to her that he has no knowledge of this. "Babe are you awake?" They love the exchange of pet names so long as neither has someone to give them to. She lets the silence eat away at her words until it seems as if she's said nothing.

"Melanie?" He rolls over slowly and pulls her closer. She smiles sliding into his chest pressing herself against him in a way that would prevent him any contact with his man hood, not that he needs it. "Hi," he smiles his eyes still shut. He doesn't want to be awake and she feels the same, but she has work to do.

"Hi." She giggles back making him smile while he kisses her. She's his favourite person to talk to. She's very understanding and sweet and empathetic, she's very good with empathy and it makes him happy. He's never had one like her.

"What time is it?" He brings her on top of him and kisses her repeatedly.

"Time to wake up." She smiles standing and walking towards the bathroom. "I'm going to shower." She giggles skipping away letting him follow.

"Fuck," he stops less than halfway there, it's been an hour since the last one and it's happening again. "Damn," he moans again when Melanie pokes her head out from the bathroom.

"Are you alright?" She looks at the nervous look on his face. He looks so embarrassed, and completely confused about what's happened. "Does that happen a lot?" She teases but it doesn't help. "Come here, I'll clean you up."

"Don't touch it," he begs already shaking with pleasure. "Please? You'll make it worse."

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It took him a couple of more releases before he went back to normal. She though it was cute and to help him feel better she let him have his way with her. That's all he wanted for whatever reason. "Where should we go for dinner?" She leans against his shoulder cuddling into him she just want cuddles, it's a reasonable request. There's nothing wrong with them, there's no reason for him not to give them up. "Somewhere fancy? Or fast food?" They're finally home and she didn't want to cook so she's suggesting things to do. She loves suggesting things, making plans, and knowing what's going to happen before it does. She hates it when they do this spontaneously it makes her nervous because she has no plan for it.

"Fancy, dress nice." He smiles pressing kisses against her soft pink lips. He can't get over it. They're sweet and beautiful, bouncy and gentile, they're soft and welcoming. It's one of the first things he noticed and one of the things that keeps him so attached to her emotionally. "I think Aaliyah and her friend are coming over too?" He mumbles laying her down on the couch, he's entranced himself in the kiss. He can barely process the words he's spoken and Mel barely heard them. "Clothes off or on?" He mumbles pulling his sweater and pants off. He can roam in his boxers it would be strange if she did. "Off," he smiles slipping her pants down her legs slowly, his hands are soft and gentile and the touch of his fingertips against her legs makes her shiver. She loves the feeling of his hand against her skin. His fingertips aren't soft like hers and that's what gives her the best sensation. She lets him strip her down to nothing and slide his sweatshirt over her head.