Dream (Genji x Reader)

4 Ghost

this chapter has selfharm in it

you laid there in your bed thinking, eventually falling asleep

Until...

You woke up with a knife against your neck almost spilling blood

"Ssh" said a voice, blood dropped from your neck but you didn't panic, you didn't even feel it.

You didn't say anything it was probably one of your imaginations... like you had all the time, after the incident... just some stupid illusions. Your mind just playing tricks on you.

The illusion went away after it laid the knife at your nightstand. the knifed laid there as always, it never moved. The wound went away but,you couldn't breath for a moment.

You took the knife and cut your arm with it, and then you could breath again. You didn't like doing it but you didn't have any other solution for it.

For a long time you were not in a good state... mentally.

You started seeing thing that weren't there. You hated it.

you dropped the knife, the cut didn't even hurt your left arm. You didn't even feel it anymore after all the wounds you got.

You couldn't sleep anymore and went to the kitchen. It was dark.

You put on the lights and took something to eat.

"Just leave me alone" you said soft

A voice said back "(y/n)."

"Just shut up, you're not even real" you said back.

"It doesn't matter if i'm real or not. You need to think what the consequences could be!" he said

"You just sound like him" you said back

"Because I am him" he said

"Ghost is death, I let him die. You can't be him" you said, ghost was the person you trained to an excellent assassin almost better then you

"It was my own fault (y/n), don't blame yourself!" he said

You took your warm milk with honey (if you don't like that take something else) and sat down at the table

Ghost sat in front of you.

"Why are you here?" you asked him.

"I watch over you as you did for me" he said.

"I couldn't save you" you said sad.

He went to your right arm looking at the wound "This needs to be disinfected and get a bandage around it (y/n)" he said

"It's nothing" you answered the cut was pretty deep. It would be best to bandage it up

There was blood coming from the wound, but you didn't feel it. Nor notice it.

"I don't even feel it so don't worry" you said.

"you never feel it so get it fixed please" Ghost said.

"You're not gone leave as long I don't bandage it up are you?" you said

"Nope so get it bandaged up" Ghost said.

You drank up your drink and stood up. you went to the infirmary, washed it out and applied a bandage.

"Now good?" you asked him.

"Yes, now get some sleep or something" Ghost said.

You saw him disappear you still didn't get why he was there but you went to your room.

When you stood in front of your room you actually really didn't want to sleep anymore, so you went to one of the training rooms, the one who is furthest away because it was always empty, especially this late at night.

When you where there you took your Phone and some Bluetooth ear plugs and set on a song, you loved training with music. It was relaxing.

in Genji's room

Angela came in the room. She woke up Genji and removed all the wires that gave him what he needed like food and new blood.

"You're done for today get some good rest in your other room ok" she said while leaving.

Genji said nothing and stood up. It was always a pain in the ass when she needed to do that. It felt so bad and hurted him.

He went to the same training hall as you to meditate. It was the place he went to when he wanted to do that.

He heard someone in the training hall so he sneaked a bit and looked through the door. He saw you train with your sword.

Your movements were perfect, beautiful, dangerous, you mastered it when you were young. The first time you used a blade was with your dad.

flashback

"(y/n) I know you've wanted some experience with a blade for a long time . Your mom doesn't want you to learn any of that, but it's your Lucky day" he smiled at you.

You looked at him and with wide open eyes then you looked at the sword he held in his arms. you wanted to touch it.

"Not yet first I will learn you how to use one with a wooden sword and then this one will be for you when you're 18 years old" he said.

"But dad that still like" you were counting on you're hands. You were 9 years old.

Your father gave you a wooden sword.

The scene changed.

It became dark and there was blood.

You saw you family getting murdered in front of your eyes.

Knifes sticking in their bodies. It was horrible.

You were still using your blade while thinking that, your movements were deathly if anybody would interfere, they would be death even if they were you're closed friends.

Genji became a little worried. He saw you crying only  it weren't tears but blood. He saw your eye changing to red. You were so angry, so frustrated that you couldn't save them.

You didn't hear him. You couldn't, you were in a sort of a trance. Then you stood still your blade fell out of your hand and you dropped on your knees while crying.

Genji stood still for a moment. He was worried but couldn't move, he wanted but couldn't.

your hand supported your body from falling to the ground. There you were crying thinking about the people you couldn't save.

this was the 4th chapter I hope you liked it next chapter will be here in a few days I hope.