"WHAT THE HELL ?"
I suddenly woke up from a peaceful dream, facing a frantic Yoongi just in front of me, too close. He saw I had my eyes opened so he backed off, still on my lap I might add.
"Hyung fuck... A little less loud could have been good you know." I said rubbing my temple.
"But... JOON ! WE SLEPT IN THE SAME BED !"
"And ? It's not like we've been doing it thousand times."
He was still looking at me, his eyes wild open staring at me like I was crazy.
"But I can't remember !" He said and he clearly looked like he was going to kill someone. He looked so panicked.
"Oh yeah, uhhh last night... we just slept together... not in the sexual way no ! That's all..." It wasn't all but I would never tell him. If he really didn't remember anything, then I would not tell him. I didn't want to ruin everything, even if in my head it was already ruined. I felt so guilty.
"Sure ?" He didn't looked mad anymore, he looked more confused.
"Yeah yeah don't worry... Nothing happened between us neither with anyone, you just literally threw up everywhere. I had to carry you to bed. Disgusting..." I laughed. And he smiled a little, passing his hand through his hairs in relief. Nothing really bad happened between us this night, he just said he loved me. I'll remember this night forever I think, how my heart tightened when he had said this.
He's so cute when he's drunk, like he so different sober and drunk. When he is sober, he is far from touchy, he never let his feelings out, always grumpy but you let him drink a little and he turns into a ball of cuteness spreading love all over the world. Last night he even hugged me, he hadn't done it for 5 years I think, yeah I'm exaggerating but that was hell of a surprise. He was never like that.
"Yah I hope we would have..." he suddenly whispered, hoping I wouldn't have heard it.
"You said something ?"
"Huh what ? Oh no... Nothing really important." Yah Yoongi you shouldn't lie to me. I had understood of course.
So I decided to tease him a little. He was on the bed, looking at his fingers trying to remember the events from last night when I got on top of him. "Yoonie dear~ so you wanted things to happen huh ?" I smirked.
I leaned closer and I saw his cheeks turn red. He managed to get a "hum... N-no !" And it made me smirk even more. God what was happening to me, I just said I didn't want to ruin our friendship and that was exactly what I was doing right now. I was destroying everything and now it would be so awkward between us. But I couldn't help myself, I continued.
"I heard you, you know." I started, one of my hand traveling from the side of his head, down his cheek. "You wanted it to happen~"
I suddenly sat on him, earning a gasp from the cute boy under me. I approached closer to whisper into his ear : "So let it happen." I put one of my hand on the back of his neck and the other around his waist and kissed him since he didn't show much resistance. And I just realized I made the worst mistake in the world. I just kissed my best friend. I was about to pull out when I felt two strong arms wrapped around my neck, pulling me closer to stop me from going away.
When we parted out, he smirked too, his confidence back. But I still saw he was happy of what happened. And he said : "Tease me again like this, and I'll make things a million time worse than kissing."
And yet my confidence hadn't disappeared too so I retorted : "Wait until we have the dorm just for us, I'll make you understand who's the boss." Then I paused, letting my hand travel a little more, exploring Yoongi's curves, feeling a little too obsessed with him already. "You don't know for how long I've wanted for this to happen."
He laughed and brought me closer, causing me to fall on top of him while he hugged me tightly. "Me too Joonie, it has been a while." And he kissed me. I never felt so happy in my whole life. I hope he was ready 'cause I wasn't going to let him go.
