Heavenly | Yoonseok / SOPE FanFiction

Chapter Thirteen - Trapped

" Seung.. Rin? "

" It's been forever.. My love. " The redhead felt his stomach twist and not in a good way as he heard those words. Nothing but utter disgust evident on his face; However, that wasn't the only thing he felt this instant.. For everything had came back crashing down on him. The fights.. The heartbreaks. The misunderstandings.. And Haneul.

He felt weak and helpless in this moment. Forever the younger had in mind what would he do if he ever laid eyes on her again.. Would he blame her for it all? Guilt her? Argue? Shout out the words he always wanted to say?  All of those were possibilities in his mind, but one thing was missing this moment.

Courage.

The redhead wished to let it out everything that's bottled up in him.. He wanted to break free from this painful chains, strangling him at every attempt to escape, but something about Seung Rin had stopped him. Or rather.. Someone.

Haneul had resembled Seung Rin more than Hoseok.. And that had the redhead screaming for help inside. How could someone so pure, so beautiful, so precious be seen in this face of a devil.

" What a greeting .. " Seung rin chuckled awkwardly. " However I expected it.. I expected even worse considering what I've done to you.. " The instant Seung rin voiced out those words, the older restrained himself from letting hell break loose. He stared at the brilliant actress in front of him and Seung rin fought the urge to smirk. She felt his eyes burning through her but she couldn't care any less. She had her eyes locked on her target, with one goal and one goal only in her mind.

" Hobi- ah I'm.. sorry. " Seung rin said as her eyes began to sting with tears. She looked down as she continued the brilliant act.

" A habit hard to quit.. Hoseok-ah. I know the last person you wish to see is me .. I know deep down you're blaming me for it all. I know you resent me.. wish my disappearance. Even better wish It was me instead of han- " Hoseok noticed how hard she was holding back her tears. For some reason his heart began to soften.

" Haneul?.. " the redhead softly continued as she nodded.

" I know that.. I messed up. I know I was hell to you both. I wasn't a perfect wife.. Nor a perfect mother and It's killing me Hoseok-ah " Seung rin broke down in tears. The older noticed the look on the redhead's face and it shattered his heart. He knew Seung rin is close to her goal. He wished to stop it all. He wished he could snatch his lover and escape this hell. He wished a simple life, with a happy family that he thought he finally found. He wished for many things but.. In the end maybe it's just a beautiful dream that had to come to an end.

" Keep your promise to me Yoongi..

Or say goodbye to Haneul. "

Yoongi clenched his jaw as he remembered her words. The words that fed off his courage. Without second thoughts, Yoongi grabbed his jacket and headed towards the door.

" Yoongi?.. " Hoseok softly called the older as Yoongi turned around. He forced a smile at the redhead and gulped hard, fighting back his tears.

The redhead looked back and forth between Seung rin and Yoongi. Trapped between a new hope and curiosity. He desired to take these few steps and embrace the one he loves however something pulls him back to the one that got away.. To Seung Rin.

He looked deeply into her glossy eyes. How he missed gazing into those beauties.. Somehow he noticed the sincerity in her eyes, the pleading, the regret.

But he wasn't the only who noticed that. Despite costing him a broken heart, Yoongi realized it was game over. The blonde made his way towards the redhead and cupped his face, giving the younger one last kiss. Hoseok felt confused, lost and afraid of an unknown reason. The salty taste of the older's tears contributed even more to his sudden feelings.

The redhead held on to the older as Yoongi slowly pulled away. He reached out to wipe away his tears however the older smiled softly and shook his head, creating more distance between the two. Hoseok stared at the older with pleading eyes, tugging on his mind to convince him that it's all okay. That there's nothing to fear. Nothing to lose.

No one to lose.

Yoongi made his way towards the door and voiced out a few words that froze the younger before he made his way out and towards his beloved one.

Hoseok stood still, his eyes locked on the door. He felt empty.. Numb.. Lost and confused. He wondered why the hell he's still standing here with the one that broke his heart. The one that killed him.

He took a step ahead before he felt a gentle grip on his wrist.

That's all it took for him to break down. And Seung Rin couldn't waste a second in grabbing any chance she gets.

Seung Rin got down on her knees and embraced the redhead tightly as he cried his eyes out. The words of the blonde piercing through his heart over and over again.

" You were a beautiful dream. But it's time to wake up.. "

" Why .. "

" Hobi.. "

" Why do everyone I love leave "

" .. I'm.. I'm here to stay. "

Hoseok felt trapped.

Weak and fragile.

Shattered.

Broken.

He wanted to heal.

He wanted to start over.

He desired oblivion.

He desired to forgive,

And forget.

" Don't.. Leave me. " Seung rin calmly nodded before she embraced him once again. Along with the soft comfort she provided, a twisted smirk appeared on her face with even more twisted thoughts in her mind.

" Well done Seung Rin.. Well done. "

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" Daddy?.. "

" Ah.. Haneul-ah.. Why are you awake baby?.." Yoongi said with a shaky voice. He had been crying his eyes out ever since he arrived home.

The little one headed towards his father. Without a single word, the child embraced his father, gently stroking his back as the older broke down in tears. He couldn't remain strong for his son.. Not this time.

" It's o-okay baby. Daddy's okay. It's gonna be okay. In the end it's what's best for us. What's best for you yeah??.. " the child pulled away and stared at his father in confusion which Yoongi had responded to with a simple nod.

" Yeah.. It's time to wake up. "