What had happened in my life

Age 15- love turned around

everything changed in my life when i though the person i was with for 8 months, the person that moved in with me i was done with him and i lost feelings... while he was gone he would ask me "r u losing feelings for me, like there is not spark coming from u" i though my brain was playing my heart and i said " no i love u and i am gonna be here when you get back"... little did i know i was lying to him and myself to believe that i could change for him.

most of my time was to my family and friends.. after he left to move to Florida i got an app called discord and i was on it bc a couple of my friends mention it to me and i was like well why not it might be a good idea to open up and met new people but the more i talked with them i started to open up about wht has happened to me and about me and harley's relationship and everybody i told said " that is not a good relationship to be in u could find somebody better" they were right when they said that i realized i was lying go myself about my feelings and i told harley "i cant be in a relationship rn with all the stress i have had with everything going on in my life it's effecting me and i need to be alone and not in a relationship we can stay friends if u want to but i just can't be in a relationship and no be stressed out so much so i'm saying is we are breaking up." after i said this i felt relieved like i came back alive.

both me and him knew it was gonna end soon but we didnt know when it was gonna end. so i stayed single for awhile but one of the people i was talking to from discord, his name is lorenzo he fell in love with me and asked me 3 times and i said no twice bc i got out of a relationship i couldnt be back in another one. so i told him no but he knew my situtation bc i would talk to him and open up to lorenzo more then i did with harley it took me and harley 5 months before i could open up with him it took me and lorenzo 2 weeks or less to open up to each other about our lifes, our problems, and what i didnt realized the way how i was treated was the wrong way with harley even though i wasnt dating lorenzo, he made me feel like i am a queen i was happy more then ever.

after knowing each other for not that long we clicked like it was meant  to be and we have helped each other through think and thin. wht i was surprised to see what i was missing a king to treat me like a queen and i found that when i found lorenzo and the third time he asked me out i said yes but we had to stay quiet and i couldnt i was happy i found my king and i would my happiness. 

never had i felt so alive and was so happy to think about one man in my life i hope he is my king forever and i will be his queen forever i love him for the way he is. not once did he had to change to make me happy he stayed as himself made me laugh, made me smile, been there when i cried, and stopped me from doing something i could regret. i love lorenzo with all my heart i hope he stays with me until the end.

special announcement i have two servers on discord if u want to join the crazy family private message me and tell me why u want to join but there are rules to it i will explain when u want to join i have nothing else to say besides im srry for the late update i just was busy with school which means 2 MORE WEEKS UNTIL I AM OUT! and then i will be updating a lot on my books so 

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~~~kitten out~~~