11:11 | art book three

venf

she
don't know

what should she say this time

ugly
do she wear to much make up
is it to much
why can't she wear pretty outfits like
her
how do you even get them
why was she born like this
this isn't what she wants
does she have curves
if not
how

goddammit she just wants to be pretty

tired
she feel asleep accidentally last night
again
she rarely ever gets good sleep
she doesn't even fucking dream.
that means she doesn't get any r.e.m.
which is so unhealthy
fall almost asleep in classes
when she gets home and watch Grey's Anatomy
heck
almost fell asleep then today

love
she does not have any
she'll die alone
never find someone
twice, has she been left
but she should have fought it and tried
she didn't
and now shes broken the 3rd time
please love her
anyone
someone
they promised
they would wait and they would be together one day
why ____....
why is that so hard
it was a silent promise
now you don't care
and you've hurt me again
and you don't care
fuck, you don't even want to talk to her
about it
about anything
she's sorry she failed you
she really tried
she's sorry
godammit she knew it would happen
you thought it wouldn't
it did

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