Chapter 19 | it hurts because it mattered

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*after a few hours*

I tried to talk to him but...he kept avoiding me for some reason...

When it was time for music the band are too busy so i took the time to find that fuck boi...

When i found him in an empty music room. I went inside and closed the door to make sure he wont escape.

He wont escape the rainbow factor- i meant dash! Yea!

I sat beside him and tapped his shoulder.

"Soarin..Why are you avoiding me?" i asked

"Why do you care!? I thought you were the awesome fuck girl Rainbow Dash who dosent care if someone is feeling down or not! " he yelled all of a sudden

"Why does that matter to you!?" i asked

"Mine and your reputation is more important right!? You taught me that!" he pointed

"What!?" i asked

"Lets just..Forget everything ok!? I wont have to bother you anymore! We will be who we are in the fucking first day before we even met!" he yelled and was about to ran away but i grabbed both of his hands and pinned him to the wall.

....

"How dare you say something like that"

"Soarin..I saw your backstory...I know how you suffered i just want to help you" i said

"NO!" he yelled

"What happened to you soarin?" i asked

"Nothing!! I WAS JUST BETRAYED AGAIN THATS ALL!!!" He said and pushed my hands away making me fall on the ground.

"Dont try to talk to me or else..I will hurt you...Physically" he said and went out.

I wiped my tears and went home.

I cried the whole fucking night. Ignoring calls from my friends..My parents...My teachers...Everyone!!!

I woke up the next day and went to my vanity set...

I took my phone and texted him:

"Fine...Ignore me all you want..But remember this..one day...You'll miss how much i cared"

Bam!

I turned off my phone..

I need a break from all of this shit.

My assistant silver check told me that im going on tour..Brava! Just perfect..
I need a perfect time away from this shit im going through.

I prepared all my things cause im going first thing in the morning.

I ignored all my messages from soarin. Mmyea k i blocked him.

*After a few hours*

I said my goodbyes to everyone exceot to soarin.

My friends were crying as if im going to die. Honestly...

"Calm Down...Its only for 1 year" i said to my best way i can.

Which made it worse

"ONE YEAR!? MORE LIKE THOUSAND YEARS" pinkie cried

It took a while after they calmed down and i waved goodbye

Soarin POV

She went away??

I heard from my friends and...Great..Yea...Shes..Going on tour...
🙁🙁🙁🙁😞😞😞😞😞....😐😐😐*slaps mentally in head* 😠😠😠😠

Why the fuck am i even upset about that!?

Cmon soarin man the hell up!!!

That no good bitch betrayed you!

*flashback*

I felt bad for ignoring rainbow dash..Ill..Ill go to her house and explain to her why...

But when i arrived there...

The only person i hate in my life...

And the only person who i trusted in my life...

Are...Kissing..

It broke my heart so much that i ran away and promised to never trust anyone again!!!!

That betrayed feeling....

I can...Feel it again!

Why her!?!!!!

*End of flashback*

Ill never make the same mistake twice...

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