Everyday I fall in Love Again.

Wandering.

Gosh where the fuck was Niall going?!

I followed him. If I lost him I would be lost in England for who knows how long?!

I wasn't sure if he knew if I was following him or not.

Next thing I know, I ran into a pole. I screamed at the top of me lungs, "SHIT!" I fell to the ground and held my head jsut in case it started bleeding. "That fucking hurt." I said again.

I was pretty sure a few people were staring at me, who wouldn't? I just ran into a fucking pole. Who does that? Oh wait I do, because I'm just that stupid. I wondered if Niall cared enough to come and help me.

"Oh my god! Are you okay?!" Shouted someone, I heared them coming up to me and put their hand on my back. The voice sounded familiar, I just didn't know who it was.

I think it was Harry, why was he out here? I thought it was just going to be me and Niall. "Lily? Can you hear me?" Asked another voice, I knew it was Niall this time. I could reconize his voice from a mile away.

"I-i what happe-ened?" I asked.

"You ran into a pole." Niall said, he started to take my hands away from my head and just held me closer to him. I thought he hated me. Why was he doing this?

"Why are you helping me then?" I asked him.

"Why wouldn't I help you?" Niall answered me.

Next the other voice spoke but it was in a whisper and I think it was only meant for Niall to hear, "Make sure she doesn't get hurt again. If you hurt her, she is mine." Said the voice, it was definately Harry.

"Shut the fuck up." Niall whispered back to Harry. I knew they didn't know I was listening to them because they wouldn't have been saying all of that if they did.

After they helped me stand up Harry said he was going to leave so we could get back to catching up with each other. "I'm sorry." I blurted out right after Harry left.

"Why are you sorry? It was all my fault." Said Niall taking my hand and intertwining our fingers.

"No, Niall it was my fault, just listen to me. After I saw you kiss that girl I was jealous, I knew you would never kiss me like that because you cared to much for me. I thought it would have been better if we never saw each other again. But I don't think I could live with out you. You are my best friend or was. We shared everything together I didn't want to loose that. Then you left for X-Factor and at that moment I thought that you truely didn't want to be my friend or cared for me at all." I paused I had to think of what to say next, Niall looked a little shocked so I kept going, "The next two years of my life were the toughest years I think I have ever had to face without you. I completely shut down. My family was worried about me. I thought that I wasn't able to get a boyfriend or make any new friends so I changed how I looked and I didn't eat for days at a time. Then my cousin George said you were singing and looked so happy, I knew you had forgotten about me. After I heard you sing I had to see you and tell you everything. I missed you. And that I loved you. I just hope you would take me back." I finished. I let go of Niall's hand and started to walk away, knowing he wouldn't want anything to do with me.

But before I got to far away I was stopped by Niall's gripping hand on my wrist.

"Why did you come back to me?" He asked.

"I missed you. I don't think I could live my life without you. You were the one who helped me remember what happened after the accident. And I love you." I said letting go of his and started to walk away again.

Again Niall grabbed my wrist and pulled me back to him. "Why do you keep leaving?" He asked me.

"I just thought you wouldn't want me, so I thought it would be good for me to leave you. And let you live your life without me." I said looking away from his beautiful face.