Everyday I fall in Love Again.

Falling.

I might be crazy saying this, but I think that this first day of school was amazing. The best one I have had in so long. Meeting my new friends and seeing how this school works was just great. Some of the teachers weren't the greatest though, like the bird looking one. I never did figure out her name. Other teachers were so nice and helpful though, they told me just take your time on the homework and during class. That was music to my ears. 

And the best part of my day was spending it with Niall. He is amazing; we talked about anything and everything today. I felt like I knew him my whole life, he was my new best friend (not including Sophie). Niall and I understood each other so well that we even asked the kid on the other side of my locker to switch locker with Niall just so he could be closer to me! Sophie keeps saying that he is really into me, and she was surprised at this because he just got out of a really serious relationship. He was just like me, we shared so many of the same interests too! And he is only two months older than me. My life couldn't be any better right now.

Once I got home from the best day of school ever, everyone was asking question on how there first day of school was. Ian said he met a girl and she was super nice and funny, I knew he really was talking about a slut he met that just wants him because he is cute. He also just got out of a relationship, he broke up with his girlfriend after a year. They both were so in love I can't believe he broke up with her, she was gorgeous! He said that he loved her so much and would never do anything to hurt her. I'm guessing that changed once he started to meet other girls...his ex girlfriend was one of my really close friends she loved him, but knew soon she would have to him go. She never wanted to but at some point it had to be done. Ian cried so much after he broke up with her, she did too. They should have never broken up they were perfect together, were such a cute couple too. Also his ex girlfriend thought that she would never find love again so she thought it might just be easier to commit suicide. Good thing I convinced her out of that bad decision. Any way not to make this a sob story, Ian said they got really close, I knew nothing would ever compare to his ex, he loved her and always would...I knew this for a fact.

George said he had an okay day, could've been better. I thought he probably didn't meet any girls or have any good teachers. That would've sucked.. Lastly Ryan's day happened to be great, he got super close to his girlfriend.. Even though I saw her flirting with some other guy after lunch. Well it was more of making out with each other but...I won't tell him that. 

Brooklyn was so tired after her day at daycare, she went up to her room and fell asleep right away. She was too cute, I loved her.

*Next Day of School*

After 3rd hour I started to head down the hallway to my locker. My day was going normal until I heard..."Lily!!" Shouted a familiar Irish accent, that I loved to hear, from across the hallway.

I turned around slowly, "Yes?" Asking like he was someone I had never met before.

"Wait! I forgot to tell you," he grabbed onto my wrist and I think he felt/noticed something that was on my arm. I knew what it was, but he didn't yet... "what happened?" He asked me looking at my forearm.

"Oh...uhh..umm nothing?..." I said trying to pull my arm away from him, so he couldn't see what I did to myself.

"No, that is not nothing, Lily." He said very seriously.

Great, he knows what I did...I cut myself. I started the day after my boyfriend broke up with me, which was about two months ago. But then I stopped because Ryan started to notice my arms. He told me to stop and that he would help me through it. He even said he would go beat my ex-boyfriend up for me. Gosh I love my cousin. Well since I paused for so long now he will know something is really wrong...awesome.

"Are you okay?" He asked lifting up my head and making me stare into those beautiful blue eyes.

"Yes, I am...now." I replied.

"What do you mean now? Did something happen? Are you still doing this to yourself?" Asking so concerned about me I knew I had to reply honestly.

"It's a long story." Was all I could manage to get out of my mouth.

"Well I have loads of time to listen to you." Niall replied.

"Okay, I will tell you when we hang out this weekend?" I asked him starting to smile at him, to see if I could see his lovely smile.

"Really? You want to hang out? Well okay, yes of course we can hang out this weekend! That would be bloody brilliant!" Niall replied making his Irish accent even stronger to emphasis what he was saying.

"Haha, okay. Text me the details? Like when and where?" I asked.

"Sure, here is my number..." He said handing me a piece of paper with his number written on the top of it.

"Sounds good." I said smiling up at his wonderful face.

*Lily's House*

"Ryan!?!?!" I yelled into the house trying to find him to tell him about the past few days. I can't believe I haven't told him anything yet!

"OO...mmm.." I heard something odd coming from Ryan's room, I wonder if he was watching a video or something. I went upstairs to go check out what was happening in his room and the end of the hallway. I knocked on the door first, no answer. So I just decided to walk right in since he thought it was cool to ignore me. Right when I walked in was a sight I wish I never had to see...I walked in on Ryan and Vanessa having fucking SEX! I'm scared for life now.

"AHHHHHH!" I screamed trying to break them up from what looked like they were having problems with controlling their bodies. It was gross.

"WTF?! !" Screamed Vanessa from the opposite side of the bed, good thing I couldn't see anything.

"Good-bye." I said walking out the door.

"Wait! Lily! Don't tell my mom!" I heard Ryan screaming behind me.

"Why would I do that? I'm not your fucking girlfriend, that slut bag is! I won't tell your mom, just promise me you won't do...whatever you guys were doing in there...ever again in this house." I said looking him straight in the eye, not losing focus.

"Okay, I promise." Ryan whispered to me. Then he started to walk back into his room, but before he got inside he told me one more thing that was music to my ears....