Everyday I fall in Love Again.

Fixing things.

Sometimes I wonder why two of the most attractive, sweet, amazing guys in the world like me. I mean honestly what do I have that they like so much? Nothing.

"Baby!" Yelled Lexi from the bottom of the stairs.

"Yeah? What?" I asked in a rude tone.

"Well someone is in a bitchy mood today."

"Shut up and get your ass up here, we need to talk."

After Lexi and me stopped yelling at each other I eventually got her up the damn stairs and into my room. I had to ask her if what I was doing the right choice.

"Lex?"

"Yeah babe?" She asked looking at her nails.

"Do think this is the right choice?"

"Well, I always say do what you think is right, but now I think you should just follow your heart. Niall loves you, and you love him. But Harry likes you and you have a thing for him. It sounds like a lot of mixed emotions with your heart. I will help you the best I can."

"Okay, thanks love." I say looking down at my feet.

"Well let's get your mind outta the gutter and go do something fun! Just me and you girl time!" Lexi said jumping off of my bed and going into her closet.

"As long as you pick out my outfit...like Niall did.." I said this and just started to cry on my bed and pulled the covers over my head so I didn't have to look at anyone.

"Honey, don't think about it!" Lexi said as she sat back on the bed and started to rub my back to comfort me.

Then I heard the door open, I wondered who it was, hopefully Zayn. I loved Zayn I could tell him anything and he would listen to me. But as soon as I heard the persons voice I just froze in my bed. I couldn't move. I didn't want to move.

"Lexi? Can umm you help me really quick?" Asked Niall. He was actually coming into our room? Why? Was he trying to make this harder?

"Niall! I'm in the middle of something!" Lexi shouted.

"You are?"

"Yeah I am! I'm comforting my best friend because she is going through a really hard time! And no one is there for her just me and Zayn!! Just leave Niall." Lexi screamed at Niall.

"What? Lily? Where is she?"

"Are you fucking blind?!"

"NO?"

"She is in her bed right here and she just wants everything to go back to the way they were! She loves you, you fucking douche bag! But you can't see that, you just left! Just got up and left!! You need to leave right now." Lexi was so fucking mad at Niall.

"Oh.." The door shut and Niall didn't say anything else to Lexi.

"Babe? You okay?" Asked Lexi pulling the covers back so she could see my face.

She didn't see my face, but when she did she looked shocked. I was crying so hard I think my eye balls were about to fall out. I just couldn't even get my words out. Lexi pulled me into a hug and started to rub my back while hugging me, just like Niall used to. That made me cry even more.

"I'm sorry Lil." Lexi said.

"What does it feel like?" I asked pulling out of our hug.

"What do you mean?"

"I know you like Liam, and he likes you. What does it feel like to only like one guy and only have one guy to like you?"

"Oh, well I don't know. It's great I really trust Liam, but I don't think he likes me."