Everyday I fall in Love Again.

Within 2 years.

I lost Niall.

I lost my memory.

The best memory I have is kissing Niall the last time.

It has been almost 2 years since Niall left me. I graduated from school with all A's, I got A's because I only focused on school. No friends. No life really. I was going to go to college but I decided to go in a few years when I'm ready. I have been sad and on going with school I have ignored my friends. They always text me but most of the time I just want to be alone. I miss Niall. I miss my best friend. I miss my old friends. What is happening to me?

"Lil?" I hear someone call from the outside of my room. I bet it is George. He misses the old Lily. Everyone does. But I think he does the most.

"Come in." I say as quietly as possible. I try to not to lift my head over my covers. I just want to be alone.

The door opens and George walks in and lifts up the covers and slips into my bed. He is so cold so I put my arms around him to make him warm. He may be younger than me but he is a lot big than me.

We just layed there in silence for a while until George said, "You need to go outside. Go out and hang with your friends. They are worried abou you. Sophie has been calling all week. Nick and Josh have been texting you. They miss you."

"They just want to give me sympathy. I don't want sympathy." I said coldy.

"Doesn't matter. Everyone is worried about you, Eleanor is very worried." He tells me.

I pause, "Tell them not to be worried anymore."

"I will tell them that when you get out of this bed and put something nice on and go out with Sophie, Nick, and Josh." George says.

"And what if I don't?" I ask him.

"I will pull you out of this bed and throw you in the pond." He says as he starts to smile.

I think it over, "First that would be rude. Second name the time and place." I tell George and begin to smile. It's the first smile I have had in weeks.

"Oh Lily! I'm so happy! You can just text them, love." He swings his giant arms around me and picks me up out of my bed and carries me downstairs. And plops me onto the couch.

"Was that really nessicary?" I turn to look at him.

"100% nessicary." He says smiling. "I think I need to update you. And before that there was a two year streak that you were just not the normal Lily. We need to change that."

"Oh right of course, update me love." I say smiling at him. He smiles back. It seems like all we can do is smile. That's alright with me though.

"Alright first, Ian and Maria as back together have been for about almost a year now. Lovely couple. Next Ryan has been looking for a job and doesn't know where to work. Third I have been amazing as usual." He said winking at me, I rolled my eyes. "Brooklyn has herself a 'boyfriend' and he is in her class." He puts his fingers up making it look like she doesn't really have a boyfriend. "Lastly my mom and dad have been working their fucking asses off so we can go on vacation soon!" The last part was probably the most exciting part for me.

"Where are we going?!" I asked him super excitedly.

He put his finger to his chin as if he were thinking about it, "I can't tell you orders from Ryan. I don't know why you can't know but whatever."

"Well that bloody sucks." I said. "Has anyone heared anything from Niall?" I asked him, I know I shouldn't have brought him up but I have to know.

George paused for a long while, "Well...yes we have but not in the way you think." He tells me.