Parental Advisory (ybnk)

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Idk what to do..im numb yall. I finally got to sleep yesterday thinking i need to just celebrate the music x has left behind rather than cry every time i hear his voice over a beat.rather it be the lit daggerdick shit or rather it be the sad stuff that helped me with depression.
I mean this man influenced me to be outside of what people want me to be i am my own person because of him (mixed with uzi rockstar ass that ima loose ina few years to 27 club headdass)
Juat know i love yall..if yall are going threw it as much as me dm me on my x fanpage on instagram. My name is also beybladedick onnare or on here if you dont have insta.

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Malak pov: (yall know i gotta)

i sat anoyyed in my room i shared with the worlds fuckboi.

luckly he wasnt here.

i  cant belive i actually let him touch me.

i shook my head at yself in disbelif,huffing as i locked my phone stuffing it under my pillow.

just when i was getting comfortable the light turned on messing up my sleepy mood "oh my fucking gosh! can you turn it off and not be a dick for once!" i laughed hestaricly sitting up on my elbows looking at the taller boy with his curly hair up in a bun.

"are you seriously bitching becuase i wont be your boyfriend malak?" he asked seemingly calm,i mean why tf else is im mad hoe 

"nah its cuz casper fucking me in the ass;said he would never leave.then poof he was gone" i groaned getting up and walking to the door,when i was turned and pushed up aginst it.

"god lak! have you ever thought about my feelings! ive never been gay!" he semi yelled the word gay,causious becuase of mirs homophobic ass.

"wel...no" i got quite.

"exactly" he let me go waliking away,i grabed him back.

"s-so if i was a girl id' be diffrent?you could love me..like that thot genisis?????"

"omg can we not go there about geneva" he yanked away.

"pittiful.your fucking gay!a fucking faggot!okay!!!" i pushed him as he stood infront of his bed causing him to fall back on it and look at me crazy

"faggot!you like putting your dick in boys ass! what the fuck is the problem?" i yelled now on top of him wanting to choke his shit when he leaned up as fast as lightnig kissing my lips as his skinniy fingers clenched my ass.

"your right."

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nahmir:

"nahmir! im not taking it.you shouldnt either they think were crazy" kodie said in a whisper as she was dumping her pills in the tolite.

i was already ordering more on the pharmacy app.

i rolled my eyes and handed her her ble fanta i put her sleeping pills in so shed take them.

"well im keeping mine,now go get in bed you can finish in the morning." even tho i was ypounger i took care of her.

she siped way at the drink in her bed.

truth is im fina stop coming to her aid...shes crazy..

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i got to the room and huged tay.

weve been good..i still havent got the sex yet wich is fucking with my head.but he is a miner...and ive forgoten about that this whole time,,now ik we cant do things like that.

"you okay baby?' he asked holding me tighter.

"yea" i pulled away gettting in his bed

he hoped in after me,i was slowly drifting to sleeping,him on my chest.

when i felt kisses on my chest,i opend my eyes tho it was dark i saw his head moving down my chest.

"tay-"

"let me,your stressed" he said in a low raspy voice as he tugged down my sweats along with my boxers pulling them all the way off.we didnt sleep with covers on cuz its preaty hot,so nothing was inhis way.

his head came back up to mine looking me in my eyes as he kissed me.not one of our im still pissed at yo ass kisses.this one was soft, sweet sencual i idmeadtly kissed him back his fingerd brished my dreads back  to meat the other ones stuffed into the pillow.

it seemed as he was pulling away and i was racing for his lips,arching my back up to taste more of his soft kisses

for a youngin he was experianced

i heard him chuickle at my actions and i pulled away bluching in amberasment.

"no look at me nahmir" taymor growled turning my face just to stick his head in my neck licking up to my ear 

"your beautiful,i cant wait to hear your beautifl moans" he sad into my ear

"tay fuck me already im so hard,lord please dont let this be a tease"  i pitifully pleaded

this must have sent tay in overdrive;his strang hand took my erect dick and pumped it as i bit on my lip ard enough to taste blood

its been a minuite since i felt his touch

after a while i was moaning fit  and he only had his hand on me.i jumped some feeling somethig warm and wet on my tip.

he bit it slightly and a low grunt left my mouth and i felt my pre cum dripping as his heand jerked harshly and the nibbles on my tip had m going crazy,i was grabing his hair so hard i was sure his scalp was bleeding

he gaged as hr put me in his mouth and i came in the back of his throat,and before i could stress how good it was or even open my eyes my opend mouth was colided with tays and i tasted myself on his tounge that wressled with mine,embaresingly i bit his tounge and my braces must have scratched t cause next tounge war i tasted blood.

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°^faygo^°
Published - 6/22/18

The chapter about x might stay before this one or go down idk cuz i had these all written up till chapter 10 and hadda make a quick statement about my baby dieing.