It's Tuesday now and me and Lucas still haven't talked. Welp...
I got dressed into some ripped jeans,and thrasher shirt,I then put on my white dirty ass converses along with my ID
I decided to go early because I wanted more time to speak with Ethan. I don't even know what I'm gonna say to him. I texted a friend of mine for some advice with E
Me: hey! I need some advice. You busy?
Andrea: never! What's up?
Me: there's this boy I like but I'm not supposed to like him. Catching my drift here?
Andrea: oh my gosh! This is like riverdale!! Except your parents aren't crazy sketchy and you aren't named Polly
Me: Andrea! Did you read anything I just said?
Andrea: sorry sorry, just tell him you like him and go from there. He might like you back, you never know!
Me: ok sounds good I'll talk to you on my lunch break or when I get off
Andrea: wait.. AVA HAS A CRUSH
Me: bye
I laughed and put my phone in my pocket. I walked downstairs to tell my mom bye but seen the person who I didn't like at the moment.
Lucas
I looked at him and rolled my eyes. "Bye mom I'm leaving for work!" I put my hair in a ponytail and took a banana out the refrigerator.
"Ok hun have a good day!" She yelled from upstairs
"We don't have work until another hour, going to see your crazy boyfriend?" She chuckled meanly
I didn't answer just walked out the door
Why was he being so rude? That's my twin, were twins! And he's being rude...Damn
In the car listened to ariana grande, and blackbear.
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I finally had made it to the dull parking lot, then walked up to the dull doors and went inside to be greeted by Vicky.
"Hey Ava!"
"Hey..... Vicky" I tried walk away because I just wanted to tell Ethan how I felt about him.
"Where you going? You have like a other 45 minutes before you clock in"
"Oh I wanted clock in early so I could leave 45 minutes early, you know?" I lied
"Oh honey, that's not how it works but ok" she laughed
I walked to my office/room and told who ever to let Ethan in, blah blah blah
Soon he came in and smiled as usual
"Hey E" I was so nervous I never sat down, I just stayed on the corner of my desk
"Hey Ava, your early"
"Yea I am I just needed to tell you something"
"Me too" Ethan then played with the keys on my desk and looked at me so I could continue
"So do you wanna go first or.." I was really nervous, like really nervous.
"No you can go" he smiled. Damn it, I knew he would say that.
I gathered the little last bit of my confidence and spilled it out.
"I like you Ethan, and yes, I know it seems weird for a therapist or whatever the hell I am, to like you. A mentally ill person, no offense though. I just was thinking about it and-"
