“I can’t tell you without hurting you. Don’t you understand how much I love you? Do you know me so little? Don’t you know that I would give my life for you? I would protect you from anything and anyone with my life! Telling you everything would make you scared and hopeless. Why would I want to do that to you, Loula?” he pleaded for me to understand.
“You are a hypocrite!” I accused. “You say all this, yet you want to know everything that’s on my mind! I love you, and if you are going through a rough time, I want to know. It affects me too, when you are suffering. I suffer when you suffer! Please try to understand my feelings too. Don’t be selfish!” I tried to reason with him.
“Selfish?” My accusations had hurt him. “You call me selfish and a hypocrite! The only reason I don’t want to tell you is because I want to protect you. It’s my job to make you feel safe.”
But he needed to understand that we were equal partners in this. He could not pick and choose only what suited him. “I insist that you tell me!” I yelled. “You say you love me, but you are not willing to share. I do not understand this love you say you have for me that only serves your purpose and not mine!” I said angrily.
“Fine, Loula. Ask me what you want to know, and I will try to answer the best way I can,” he sounded defeated.
I turned to him and went straight to the point. “I want to know everything about the meetings. I know something horrible is about to happen. I can feel it.” I knew as I waited for Nidal’s response that what he revealed to me might be more than I could handle.
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