Play With Me? | chanbaek

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Baekhyun sat on his bed, his phone in his lap as he waited. He had recently given Chanyeol a key, so it didn't surprise him when he appeared in his doorway, one hand behind his back.

Baekhyun smiled softly.

"Hi," he murmured.

"Hi," Chanyeol responded. Then he stepped into the room, his hand coming out from behind his back. He was holding a bouquet of roses just like before, and like then, he put them in a vase full of water before placing himself in front of Baekhyun on the bed.

They sat there for a moment, both of them staring at the other. It wasn't awkward; it wasn't uncomfortable. It was just . . . silent.

Baekhyun was the one to make the first move by scooting into Chanyeol's lap and wrapping his arms around his neck. He kissed the side of his mouth and quietly muttered, "Does this feel wrong? Or should we continue waiting?"

Chanyeol sighed and reached his hand up to thread through Baekhyun's hair as he murmured, "Baek, you know I've been hurt before. I just never told you how. Would you like to know?"

Baekhyun slowly nodded as he rested his cheek on Chanyeol's chest and quietly replied, "If you're ready to tell me, I'll listen. But I don't what you to feel pressured to do something you don't want to...."

Chanyeol kissed his hair and muttered, "Thank you, Baekkie. And I want to tell you, I feel that it's the only way to move on completely . . ."

Chanyeol sighed. "Alright, four months before meeting you, I had been in a relationship. I was bisexual at the time, and my girlfriend and I had been together for almost a year and I loved her. Or at least I thought I did because when I found her having sex in our apartment with another man, it didn't hurt like it should have. If anything, I was more upset because I knew I would be alone again. And that's what I hate the most....loneliness."

Chanyeol paused, and absentmindedly caressed Baekhyun's cheek before continuing. "We broke up, of course. And because of seeing what I did, it messed me up and I've had problems with intimacy and relationships since. Well, that is, before I met you. Meeting you was like . . . a gift. I was finally able to feel happy again. I had someone to think about before I went to bed at night and someone to think about when I woke up."

"So what I guess I'm saying, Byun Baekhyun, is you have become my life and I would never want anything except you. I love you. I love you so much. And . . . I want you."

"I want to make love to you, Baekhyun. I want you until neither of us can breathe," Chanyeol whispered. He lifted Baekhyun's chin up and delicately kissed his parted lips. "So can I have you tonight? Please?"

Baekhyun slowly nodded and whispered, "Yes, Chanyeol. Please, I want to feel you inside me...."

Chanyeol smiled softly and kissed Baekhyun's forehead. "Okay, Baekkie. And if at any point I hurt you, please, tell me."

Baekhyun nodded and Chanyeol softly kissed his lips before removing his shirt.

He treated Baekhyun's body like it was a temple. Paying attention to every inch of his skin and loving him perfectly; loving him tenderly. Their first time together would forever be imprinted upon their hearts.