ᴄᴀɴᴅʏ • ʙᴛs ɪᴅᴏʟ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ [HIATUS]

Chapter 1 -Broken Past-

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Author's Pov

"Could you please shut up?!"

"ITS YOU who needs to shut up!"

"Your just making things worse!"

"Your kid is right here! Your making her messed up!"

"Well, fuck! That kid shouldn't have been born"

"Well, fuck! That kid shouldn't have been born" 
"Well, fuck! That kid shouldn't have been born"
"Well, fuck! That kid shouldn't have been born" 
"Well, fuck! That kid shouldn't have been born" 

Your father's words head once again banged in your head. Creating flood in your eyes making you whimper as painful sobs escape your mouth.

You were 6 years old that time. Ever since you got to kindergarten, your parents will always fight. Money, drugs, clubs is what they usually argue about. Creating your innocent mind filled with words you shouldn't hear. And then one day, your father told you once, no, everyday, that everything is a mistake. He said he even wished you were never born...

All of it, sunk in your head once you got to highschool. You learnt that your parents were forced to marry each other because of a onenight stand. Your mother won't abort you, even if your father wanted to. He said that it will cause a shame on his family. So, everything is arranged. 

Your mother always loved you, she always did. But your father is the exact opposite. He kept telling you that you're a mistake. 

As time past by, you were used to it. He will come drunk home or sometimes, he didn't get yo home. Your mother is really working hard for you, until, your exact 18th birthday, she died. Car crash they said. So everything was putted into her funeral. But heck, your father even rejoiced it. He straightened up once he found a letter from your mother, that is supposed to be sent to him. That day, he realized his mistake. He treated you well, or so you thought. 

He given you money because he fixed his business, he told you to stay at home and well, live your life. One day your father casually walked to you like something never happened in the past, he told you that you have a stepsister, 2 years older than you. Means, he married a woman again.

Your new family is great. It was good. But it seems like they were the only family, so you decided to leave them alone. You always woke up early to school just for you not to share the tables with them. Your father didn't give any fucks. It was alright to you. Well, who goddamn cares? Right?

You decided to talk to your father if he could buy you a apartment and just put money to your account. Surprisingly, he agreed. Not because he wanted you to mature like other parents would do, its because he wanted you to get out of his life. 

Once you've gotten to your apartment, you were greeted by some employees. Well, since your father is well known. You learned to be independent that time. You told yourself that the least people you trust the less you hurt. 

So, when people wanted you to befriend them, your always doubtful. You knew from the beginning they wanted money so you acted cold to them.. And so the girls.

You are so cold-hearted that time, that you didn't see the people who were always there for you.

"Sometimes, people who are hurt may act cold-hearted, but simply they are afraid to trust because they might be hurt again"

~Unknown

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