ᴄᴀɴᴅʏ • ʙᴛs ɪᴅᴏʟ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ [HIATUS]

Chapter 12 -Mask of Emotions-

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**Y/N's POV**

I hissed in pain as I see the wound I made in my arm.

I thought I'm okay with my father not being there with me, but fvck, it hurts.

Mom, I miss you.

I throw the blade somewhere in my room and broke down.

'I can't understand my body, its like it revealing my hidden emotions out'

I looked everywhere in my room, trying to remember some days I have with the girls

'Why is everything so complicated?'

I dashed in my bathroom attempting to clean my numb arms when the bathtub catches my eyes.

I didn't know what I did but the next thing I know, I was soaked into the water and trying to drown myself.

And then......everything turned black.

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I woke up feeling dizzy.

I sat up and my head started to hurt.
I looked around and I realized that I'm in a hospital bed.

'What the hell am I doing here?? '

Then I remembered everything.
I tried to kill myself..

I looked to both of my hands and it was bandaged.

"Y/N?! I'm so glad you woke up!!" Sayeoun said after she saw me staring  wound.
She hugged me then I felt my shoulders soaked.