the title sounds stupid -_-
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**Your POV**
I sighed for like the hundredth time today. Not knowing what to do in the information i just got. Should i be happy? Sad? Angry?
Another thing that bugs me is if i'm gonna tell the girls or not. If i tell them i'm adopted, will it make a change?
Keep this to yourself Y/N
After washing my face with tear stains, i looked at my always tired face. Bags under my eyes, hair that exploded. I didn't even get to have a good sleep last night. When i sleep i'll just wake up due to my nightmares.
Sigh
I just get my ripped black jeans, a maroon sweatshirt and a white Vans. Simple enough. After closing the door behind me, i headed to the dining room where Haeun, Sayeoun and Minseo is eating peacefully. Minseo's mouth opened to say something when she saw me but immediately closed it and continued eating. Haeun smiled at me and continued reading her book. I sat down and dig in to the food. Minutes later, me and the girls headed to the front gate to call our driver.
After the long drive, we arrived at the University and thanked the driver. We headed to our respective classrooms quietly since they sense that i have a sour mood. Minseo tried to start a conversation when none of us answered. I'm busy with in the music i'm hearing through my earphones, Sayeoun is scrolling through the social media and Haeun is still reading her book. Minseo sighed, defeated and start doing things in her phone.
Time skip to Lunch
When we reached the cafeteria, i just ordered iced tea and a granola bar that they trade. I was busy reading when the book i was reading was snatched by a girl. I looked up and coldly stared at the girl. Lee Ara. Yes, she's here and she keeps bugging me. Thank the God of Swags that there isn't an attractive boy after me or this girl will kill me out of jealousy.
"Oh hey there, bitch" she said, a playful smirk plastered in her lips showing her yellow teeth. Eew.
"Oh hey there, slut" i mimicked her
"Wow. You just live with the popular girls who treat you like 'their friend' you gained more confidence? What a shame" she mocked
I smirked at this. "Why? Jealous much because i get to live with them and you don't?"
She's fuming with anger right now and i really need to hold back a laugh."Listen here bitch, i want you to stay away from them. They'll use you like they do to me, and i'll tell you, they'll be my friend and after they dump your pretty face, we'll beat you up" she said, smiling evilly to me.
I laughed at this and she looked confused. "What are you laughing at, bitch?!" she said angrily.
This time, i answered her:"Are you dumb or are you playing dumb? How can i stay away from them if we live in the same roof? Are you going to tell me to live in the streets so you could be with them? Listen here, i don't care on what your plans are and don't you tell me what to do. Let me tell you a little secret, they will not dump me for that clown-face of yours because they're the one who wanted to befriend me first. And also thank you for the compliment, Joker" i said while walking out. She was left there while her mouth is agape.
As i was heading out of the cafeteria many boys and girls rounded me, i thought they'll beat me up when they squealed.
Okay?
"OMG! How did you that?!"
"You're soooo cool"
"I want to be like you, Unnie"
"Damn! So swag"
"I love her already"
"Is this love at first sight?"
I almost puke at the compliments they gave me. But i smiled, i appreciated it tho. After i smiled, they squealed again
"Omygosh she smiled"
"She's so beautiful when she smile, right bro?"
"Yeah"
"Stop drolling"
"UNNIE I LUV YOU!!"
I covered my ears as they continued screaming my name and compliments. I wanted to find some peaceful place and the music comes into my mind. I grabbed a guitar nearby and played.
Maybe i'll just sing for now.
Paper Hearts by Tori Kelly
Remember the way you made me feel
Such young love but
Something in me knew that it was realFrozen in my head
Pictures I'm living through for now
Trying to remember all the good times
Our life was cutting through so loudMemories are playing in my dull mind
I hate this part, paper hearts
And I'll hold a piece of yours
Don't think I would just forget about itHoping that you won't forget about it
Everything is gray under these skies
Wet mascara
Hiding every cloud under a smileWhen there's cameras
And I just can't reach out to tell you
That I always wonder what you're up to
Pictures I'm living through for nowTrying to remember all the good times
Our life was cutting through so loud
Memories are playing in my dull mind
I hate this part, paper heartsAnd I'll hold a piece of yours
Don't think I would just forget about it
Hoping that you won't forget
I live through pictures as if I was right there by your side
But you'll be good without me and if I could just give it some time
I'll be alright
Goodbye love, you flew right by love
Pictures I'm living through for now
Trying to remember all the good times
Our life was cutting through so loud
Memories are playing in my dull mind
I hate this part, paper hearts
And I'll hold a piece of yours
Don't think I would just forget about it
Hoping that you won't forgetI ended the song when i feel a presence in the room. It feels like i'm being watched. I'm about to stand up when i was startled by a loud claps inside the room. I looked who it is and my jaw drops at the sight.
"You got a nice voice" he compliments.
"Oh! I didn't introduce myself yet! I'm Jackson Wang! and the boy behind me is Yugyeom. Nice to meet you" both of them introduced.
"Y-you both came f-from Got7 right?" Why the hell am i stuttering?!
"Hahahaha. Yea." Jackson said while rubbing his neck. Is he shy?
"I'm so sorry! I'm Y/N. Hyun Y/N" i said and bowed.
"No need to bow! I just came to visit Yugyeom. He's a student here too and we just happen to heard your voice" he says dreamily.
"And i have to admit you have a nice voice. You should be an idol or something" he shrugged.
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.
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And that's how me and Jackson Wang became friends.
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ᴄᴀɴᴅʏ • ʙᴛs ɪᴅᴏʟ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ [HIATUS]
FanficA person with many bad lucks in life. The depressed girl Hyun Y/N or known as "Candy" in her idol life is the most interesting person everyone will meet. Her life is full of ups and downs that will test her in life. After debuting with her 3 bestfri...