i'm fine

Sophia P.O.V

I always hated Eleanor I never liked her, I just used her for my grades.but something came over me. Jealousy, she's smart, pretty, and has a loving family. I don't understand how I lost control but because i'm dumb I get low grades. That's why I need to be popular to prove my point because everyone will disagree with me. And since i'm one of the most popular girl in the school. I'm everyone's role model. I heard the door open and dashed out my room, "daddy?"
I saw him plopped on the couch drunk
"go to your room, i'll be their in a minute."
I went back in my room and a couple seconds later my dad comes in
"lay down,"
I stood there scared of what to do, my dad has always been scary but not like this.. and my mom? god knows where she is.
"I said lay down! do not make me repeat myself."
I obeyed and layed down
"take your clothes off." While I took my shirt off I grabbed a knife from my pillow
"daddy, please don't do this."
he climbed on top of me, but before he could do anything, I stabbed him in the chest
I pushed him off of me and put my shirt back on
he took his last breath, and words. "y-y-you bitch"
"I told you to stop daddy."
I dialed 991 and told them that my father tried to rape me and I was able to get a hold of a knife before anything, they seemed to understand and came to my house, by the time they got there I was
afraid,
alone,
scared,-
I just wanted my mom
they asked me a couple of questions and I told them I live alone, they told me I could live with a relative, friend or go up for adoption. and of course I packed my stuff and went over to Stella's and Carla's, while I was in the police car I was shaking in tears but by the time I got there my brown hair was tied up, my mascara was dripping and my and eyes were red. Once I rang the doorbell they both answered and they were obviously concerned, once I had a meal and we were chilling on their bed they asked for an explanation so I told them everything and that I needed to stay with them for a while. By the time I finished they were in tears and said I could and that their mom loved me.
"thank you guys."
"under one condition, we get to tell the whole school." says Carla
"you wouldn't dare" I said
"is that a threat?"
"Stella."
as soon as she said that Stella grabbed me and Carla got online and posted a message to the whole school, my eyes widened my lips went dry and my heart just dropped
"YOU FAKE, SHIT" I screamed
she smiled and told me to get out out her house.
As soon as I was outside I was so pissed but then I went online but nobody was online, then Eleanor and Tyler got online, Tyler is my crush he's cute and funny not to mention hella popular I did my usual and was rude to her, but something out of the ordinary happened Tyler stood up for her, I was typing but then I stopped to think. I needed somewhere to stay. The only person I thought of was Eleanor.