For Rivero's Heart ❤️

What do I feel for her?

Halloween Day....

I feel so lugubrious,I didn't even wait for Hanz.

I feel so gloomy,coming to the classroom.
If it weren't for the grades I will never come.
I sat on my chair,knowing Yuan is not here because he's suspended.

I sat on my chair,not caring what everyone was talking about or doing.

I was on my chair,looking at the empty seat beside me.
When someone suddenly sat beside me.

Guess who.
Hanz Dantly Rivero,the one and only.

I look down,feeling depressed.
Then I realize... This is the first time in 10 years that his presence didn't excite me. It made me feel pathetic.

I was closing my eyes,when someone kicked on my table.
Cause me to look at them,they sat in front of us.

2 girls,one is Santo's girlfriend.
Gf:If it weren't for a certain cowardly girl.. My boyfie should be here.
Friend: I know right,she's so cowardly she even have to tell River.
Gf: She's so pathetic.
Friend:I sometimes wonder what Yuan see in her.
Gf: *Gasp* He's only using her for her brain.

I had enough.
"Atleast I have a brain! Do you?!" I shouted angrily.

Then the Gf pushed me.
"Who's gonna protect you now,Yuan's not here. "

"Bring it on." The friend said.

I was making a fist,getting ready to ruin there perfect makeup.

"That's enough!" Hanz said standing in the middle of us. "If your boyfriend wasn't such a dick,he might still be here. And how dare you---"

I hold his arm. "Hanz,that's enough."

"Wow,now our campus king? Even Hanz? Seriously,are you that desperate that you need to use him,just to protect you? " The friend said.

Hanz was about to talk back,when I hold his fist.
"It'll be pointless talking to these doofus." I said flipping my hair,as I walk out of the room.

When Hanz blocked my way.
"What are you doing walking away from a fight?"

"Sometimes,walking away doesn't mean your a coward. It means you have the courage to prevent calamity. " I said,and he was speechless. "Get out of my way,Rivero."

"Why are you so bitter around me?! I only wanted to help you."

I look at him,straight in the eye.
"Tell me honestly." I swallowed the lump on my throat. "Are you doing this because you want to or are you doing this because Yuan told you to?"
I saw the shocked in his eyes. I was right.
"Just leave me alone,you don't have to put up with me if you don't want to. I can handle myself."

*** Hanz Rivero's POV***

I honestly don't know what the heck I am doing.
I never care about her,not even once.

I don't know what to answer her,when she asked me why i'm doing this.
I was surprised myself.

I know I hurt her again. That's all I ever do to the people who love me the most I just keep on hurting them until they stop loving me.