Think Outside The Box

UNREQUITED LOVE

One day I just felt it.
One day I just felt the need to always see you.
One day I just felt the need to turn to you.
One day I just know I wanted to be beside you.

To share your hugs and kisses.
To share my fears and my ambition in life.
To share my overflowing feelings when your around.
To share my endless nonsense jokes.
To share our stories of our life we never told anyone.
To share my food and cook for you.
To start and end my day with you.
To start our first together.
To learn to trust again
And to finally fall in love again.

But everything is just a vivid dream of mine.
That might not turn into a reality.
We are so very close but millions worlds apart.

You always find a way to avoid me.
You always find a way to turn the other way.
I just feel so ugly and useless whenever you do that.
Or maybe your always like that,  I just never realized from the start.

Maybe I'm just blinded by the stories they say about you.
Maybe I'm just blinded by the scars you proudly show to everyone.
Maybe I'm just blinded by the tears that keeps on pouring from my heart straight to my eyes.
Maybe I'm just a crappy picker.
Or maybe I saw something in you but you never saw what's in mine.

I don't know how it happens.
I'm not sure what's the reason behind it.
I'm not sure why of all people I had to chose you. When obviously you didn't chose me.
But after all the drama I don't want to cause you any confusion.

It's just that my heart has a funny way of reminding me it still exist.
And I don't know if it's fate or just my damn luck.
When my stupid heart decided to open up again for someone.

You were passing by in front of me with a funny tattoo, cigarette and a phone in hand.
And then it just happened.
Everything were never the same again.
I am sorry for making you my crush.

-unrequited love by. 💘 SmpleMary

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