Why Am I Special?

"He Wants Me Back"

So today was a shocker. Jacoby ,omg, where do I start! I was walking down the hall minding my business when Jacoby popped up in my face. Yea I know what you're thinking, why is your ex with the snake girlfriend popping up in your face. I looked at him like he was the grim reaper. He grabbed my hand and pulled me to the side quickly like I was some rag doll. I slapped across his face. Jacoby said," What are you doing?! I'm just trying to talk to you." "I DONT WANNA TALK TO YOU" I walked off. He chased me into Mr. Mark class and Alia stopped him at the door. "You're not passing, go on about your day please."Alia said. He walked off frustrated. "Thank you Alia."I giggled sitting in my desk. Keshun came and sat next time. "I want us to work." he said. I only looked but didn't say a word. He kissed my hand to lighten the mood but it didn't work. "I can't immediately pick off from where we left. It's not that simple."I answered. For the rest of the block he didn't say anything. He only stared. After the bell rang I walked to the cafeteria to go to lunch. Jacoby was in my face again by the time I made it out the door. "Look ,just please give me time to talk to you ."he smiled. I told him okay. "Look I know I've made so many mistakes and been a jerk to you."he said. "Yessssss I know"I rolled my eyes. "But I still love you and I can't stop thinking about you. And I know I have a girl but she's not as great as you. You're the kindest,the sweetest, the funniest, and much more."he smiled. "I don't know, I have to process this, it's too much. Because I really don't want you after all you did but I managed to forgive you ."I walked off full of mixed thoughts. I looked back and he was very sad. It really didn't persuade me any because he does so much trying to ruin my life with his snake alongside.

Maybe he's plotting something. If I reject he's gonna try to make miserable. Haha I really don't care. He can try as hard as he wants. After lunch I got a text from my ex Jason saying "I need you back." Ughh what is with today and people wanting me back. I put my phone in do not disturb and chill for the rest of the day. School ended and I  rejoiced. Ileave school I started back on my project. I checked my phone and had another message but this time from Jacoby. It read"If you don't accept my offer, I will be a pain your neck for life. Rather it's asking you out over and over and making rumors." I left him on read. Didn't have time for the foolishness. I didn't want a boyfriend. Freshmen boys are childish. Upper classmen like me but I just don't want to date.
See this is one of the main reasons why I question myself all the time about people being interested. I took a nap to simply get boys off my mind. I had to remember always think about yourself first in some situations or you'll suffer in the future.

I thought about me and came to a decision. I texted Jacoby telling him "No I don't want you and I sure don't share guys. Especially jerks. Hope she finds out what kind of jerk are you. She still hadn't caught you in action." He was angry but I didn't care. I texted the same thing to Jason. With Keshun, I don't know, that's on hold I guess. I couldn't believe that Jacoby and his girl made up after everything that happened. She's a fool to even take him back. I saw them together all lovey dovey and it made me cringe. I'm not jealous I'm just disgusted and it's such a lying, unhealthy relationship. I rather keep my opinion to myself before someone flips.

I came to school the next day and say Alonda in the hallway made talking mess. She had a whole crowd to entertain. I knew the conversation was about me because I heard every word. My I don't give a crap self, walked by as if nothing was said and ignored it. She was saying"Ah Hecks nah, she texting my man, she texting him." Alonda gave me a death stare. I turned around and had to set her straight. She was five inches smaller than because I looked down at her. I'm 5'7. I pulled out my phone and didn't say a word. I simply showed her the messages for proof then walked off like nothing happened. "Still wanna fight you." The words that came out of her mouth. She came running for me and I just moved to the side. She fell on her face. "I don't fight over dumb boys."I said. Alonda was angry so she threw a fist and I dodged it. I grabbed her arm and flipped her. I noticed there was a while big crowd watching us with their phones out. I even saw Alia and Amiya. "We're supporting you Sadiya!" was what my friends said. I told Alonda I didn't wanna hurt her but she came for me. I punched her in the face three times til she fell on her back. It looked like a dead bird on the floor. She was knocked out. If I was still punching she would've been in a comma and had a concussion. All it took was three licks and she was out. I walked off to class and sat down. Next thing you know, I heard the intercome call my name to the office. "Ughh"I sighed. Obeying the intercome I went down there and they asked for an explanation. My principal was really concerned because he knew I didn't cause trouble. He looked at Alonda and knew she did though. I told him I was defending myself and told her I didn't wanna fight her. He rolled back the cameras to see. In the corner of my eye I saw Alonda looking at me like she was scared to face me again. I kept looking forward. Haha she tried to act innocent. After my principal was done he said, "Sadiya you can go back to class, you're good. Alonda stay." I went back to class and my friends and classmates had millions of questions for me. I explained it and they just laughed and was glad I wasn't in trouble.
My motto at the end of the day was
THEY WANT ME BACK, IM RESISTING THOUGH.

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