Day 16 - What Makes You Unique?

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Well, since my friends Charlie_Harriet , WrenCampbell and two others know me better than myself, and in order to accomplish this challenge I gotta ask them about myself. I know I'm an idiot and weird.

Anyway, Charlie_Harriet said that I'm unique in my high-pitch voice cause I could make a person annoy with me within 5 seconds. She also said that I'm a caring person. And I'm strong in facing dead ends. It's true though. Everytime when I facing lots of shits in life, I would keep on smiling on the outside and put aside all those negative thoughts away. But deep down, I'm dying inside. And usually when I'm alone, I could overthink a lot then cry to get rid of those stress in my head.

But, according to WrenCampbell , I'm a perfectionst. I can't easily be proud of myself. Second, when I'm obsessed with something, I would do a research about it and go crazy about it for who knows how long.

But to me, I myself would say that I'm an annoying person. Cause, first of all, I overthink a lot. Second, I have doubt in almost everything I do. Third, I keep blaming myself if there's something wrong in a relationship or friendship cause I don't know why. I just keep blaming myself for letting this happen. Fourth, I'm too dumb and too nice. When people talks behind me and I clearly heard about it, I would just sit there like an idiot as if there's nothing happen. Lastly, I'm an introvert acting like an extrovert to hide away these demons inside me cause I don't want people to see the real me.

Oh, forget to mention that I'm also a Disney Princess and Stitch maniac. I knew almost every songs about them and I kept them in my head. I don't know how they stucked in my head, they just does.
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So that's all about me. I know you might as well think I'm an idiot. It's okay. I get that a lot.

See you tomorrow!

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