The Secret Within

Day 19 - A Letter To Someone

Dear you,

How are you? How's life? I hope you're doing fine and good out there. Send my regards to your parent and sister for me, please.

I know we haven't talk since that day and there's nothing left to talk about it. I heard you've found someone in your life. The girl who you love dearly, who you text her every night like you did to me before, who you gave her surprises, who you held her hands tight, who you offer your shoulder to let her lean on, who you gave forehead kisses to, just like the way you did to me before. I hope she's the one who you've been searching for. I hope you treat her better than what you did to me. Be careful with her heart, it's fragile as glass.

It's hard to move on from a person who you once madly in love before. And knowing you found someone, it cracked my heart a little. Not little. But a lot.

You told me you loved me, you wanted to cherish every moments we had together, that you'll stay with me, wanted to give me the world and to be yours forever. But I guess I'm too dumb to notice your sweet lies and believed in every single things you told me. You left my side when I needed you the most.

The truth is, I still miss you. No, let me correct that. I miss the 'old' you. The one who really cares and loves me. You're the complete opposite from the first time I met you. You changed. You're colder and I'm tired with your game of maze that drives me insane. If you're really boring with me, then why bother chasing me till I fell hard for you? Why wasting those times if you could have done it for others? If you told me sooner that you'll leave me one day, I could at least back away slowly. I guess you don't love me. You just wanted to know how it felt like when you're dating and get bored with it after. 

But over all, I'd like to say thank you. Thank you for the tears my pillow soaked every night. Thank you for the lessons of life. Thank you for making me realize that I deserve someone better. Thank you for leaving me so I could find the lost me. Thank you for making me feel worthless. Thank you for all insecurities. Thank you for breaking my heart. Thanks for the pain you caused to me.

You're my favorite mistake and a stranger with my secrets.

Regards,
Me

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