Unrecognised (Christina Perri Fanfic) [Book 1]

Chapter 1 Trust

Finally the day has come the day in which my Christina Perri album head or heart that I had Pre-Ordered downloads into my iTunes library.

I sat and waited tensely for the download to complete. It was taking ages but I’m sure that it will be well worth it.

I have always loved Christina Perri, 1. Because she is an amazing/inspirational singer and 2. because I feel we have similar personalities and we are alike.

Christina Perri has a lot of pretty tattoo’s throughout her body just like me but people find me off putting and think that just because of the way I look they think I’m a mean, tough person which unfortunately can be a stereo type that people think.

My mum says ‘Chelsea Brooks people will love you for who you are’ but they didn’t.

People don’t trust me for anything and I have found it so hard to find work in like an office or something because they want me cover all of my ink up.

So I live in a small one bedroom apartment (because no-one wants to live with me) and I make a career of putting cover videos onto You Tube.

I love to sing just like Christina. So I hope one day I can make a job out of it and people will appreciate me more.

I only have 800 subscribers on You Tube so the money I get isn’t even close enough to make a living but I have to start somewhere.

I only live off what the government gives me so I don’t have much spare money basically what I get from the government pays for rent and bills and my personal money comes from You Tube.

I have listened to Human her first single from the album so many times and I adore it and the music video is so inspirational as well.

If only I could get that message out to people and they could trust me. Speaking of trust that’s the name of the first song on the album and it is fantastic very nice. I love it.

I have tried going out and meeting people and everyone judges me. What I don’t understand is that why are people like this most people these days have tattoo’s and it’s not like my entire body is covered so you can’t see my skin. I would never do that.

Back when I was in school before the tattoo’s I had a group of great friends that loved me for who I was. Sadly my very best friend Ellie was in a serious car crash and died.

That was when I was 17 and I felt lost and very traumatised. My mum said just to trust that things were going to be okay but they weren’t.

I still had Claire and Angie but it wasn’t the same without Ellie and we kind of lost separated.

I have never had such great friends since and now I am 23.

6 years it has been since I’ve had a best friend. I have okay friends that live around who are nice but most of them I don’t have much in common so it’s hard to spend a lot of time with them.

A/N I loved writting the first chapter and can't wait for more + all the chapters will be names after the songs on the album which I think was a cool idea and they will all have some realtion to the song. Thanks