71'ｓ ｓｕｉｃｉｄｅ/ Q.NANBAKA

ａ ｗａｓｔｅ ｏｆ ｂｒｅａｔｈ...

(SHORT CHAPTER SORRY!)

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November 23rd 2017 At 12:00 AM

I was in a white room, nothing on the walls or floor. Just white, I started to walk around the blank space.

Till I hear a loud scream, I quickly ran over there, when I went to where the screaming was at, I see myself..Bloody, I was in a white t-shirt, angel wings coming out of my back and when I look at me, my eyes were dark red. I got the chills from that and started to back away when he started to stand up and walk towards me.

"Qi, I need to tell you something.." The other me stomped towards me, getting closer and closer.

"What?!" I yelled. I grabbed my arm and pulls me near his bloody face. "Come with me, come to heaven with me." Other me whispered. I pushed him away and yelled, "No, I'm not! I have family that loves and-" "what family? The family that doesn't want you because your a inmate at the most secure prison in history?" Other me cutted me off.

My eyes softened, while tears stinging in my eyes. He was right, my family hated me because I was an Inmate at Nanba Prison..

I looked down at my feet, tears flowing down my cheeks. I blink for a second and I see I'm on a edge of a cliff. I look behind me to only see my other self yelling 'jump.' I felt like shit.

So what I did, was jump. When I was about to hit the ground I sprung up from my bed.

Sweating like crazy and breathing heavily. I see Liang get up from his bed and look at me.

"Jesus, you and your damn nightmares. Just go back to sleep." Liang commented.

After Liang went back to bed, I go to our attached bathroom, pulling out my antidepressants. I spilled almost 6 of them on my hand, after that I just started staring at them, thinking if I should..

I put the pills back and went back to my cell, laying down thinking about the thing my other self said in that dream..

'what family? The family that doesn't want you because your a inmate at the most secure prison in history?'

That kept echoing through my head, I close my eyes, tears falling and me whispering..

"I'm just a waste of breath, am I?"

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Hey y'all! I'm thinking of which ending I should do. But it's going to take awhile. Anyways, I'll see y'all later.

BYE <3

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