what did i do to deserve this...?

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November 24th 2017 At 2:00 PM

I was in the new game room with Samon, Upa and Liang. Of course when Upa got into the game room NO.25 or Nico jumped on him. I rolled eyes and walked towards

The couch in the game room. I lay down on it, I see Liang enter the room looking happy for the first time in a while. I lay back down and think to my self...

'When was I actually happy..? When was I not faking a smile?'

I close my eyes thinking of something till I hear someone yelling.

"Hey, Old man! Why don't you come play games with us?!" I opened my right eye and looked at NO.11 Or uno.

"It's because I don't feel like playing games right now." I put my arms behind my head. He shrugged it off and left.

I was constantly thinking of that dream, but after that dream, I started to hear..Voices. I hear voices when I sleep or

Awake. I opened my eyes and sat up, looking at the other inmates playing game. I groaned and went to the bathroom. I look at my self in the mirror, just starring at myself questioning so many things.

'What would've happened if I did what that angel me said?'

'What would've I happened if I didn't wake up after I fallen off that cliff'

'What would've-'
I said in my mind before I was interrupted by Samon knocking on the door, talking to me on the other side.

"NO.71 are you alright?" Samon questioned. I opened the door and fake smiled at the man with orange hair. He smiled back and led me back to the game room.

All I know is that, Samon has to keep an eye on me. I usually carry some of my antidepressants in my pocket. So I take to long in some short of room with a door, by my self, they have to check on me. If they don't and I don't come out, they'll think I overdosed on antidepressants.

Samon only knew about my antidepressants, him and the warden. I trusted, I trusted him with everything basically.

After an hour of the game room, we came back to the cell. I simply laid down on my bed, burring my head in the process. I didn't take my antidepressants, and if don't take them it get all moody and depressed. As I was about to sleep, I hear Rock saying bye to Liang, but he said something seemly towards me.

"Oh, and make sure that old man gets some more rest. He's been sleeping a lot." Rock said.

"What did I do to deserve this?" I thought.

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Aye, done with this chapter. I think I'll make it more sad later on kinda, ion know. But here you go!

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