"What do you mean you can't do this anymore?" I text back, hoping he won't ignore me. Which he should because I deserve it. It's what I did to him. After a few minutes of eternity, he finally texts back. I get really anxious and wonder if I should read it.
I read it and it says, "i know why you wanted to leave the bowling alley. you werent feeling sick. you just didnt wanna be with me. i could tell you were uncomfortable but i tried to make it better and i tried to make you feel better. let me know when you return to your normal self."
I throw the phone down. I just wish I was in Louis' arms right now, him telling me everything will be ok. It's time to face reality now. There's nothing I can do that can change the way I ignored him, lied to him and treated him... and this was all just in one day.
Now that I think about it, I might have had stronger feelings than what I think I did. It felt so good seeing his face for the first time after a long time. It feels like those memories are starting to fade away now. And to think that we were a couple for a few hours? Wow.
I sit in my bed and think about what I could possibly do that could make me somewhat feel better. I think for a few mintes and decide to watch The Notebook. You'd think that if I'm heartbroken, I would watch something other than that, knowing that one's love will never be like Ally and Noah's. But that's what I do.
As I turn the tv on and put in the movie, I make myself some popcorn and grab a soda from the fridge. I then remember that at this time, I would be getting ready to see a movie with my boo-bear. But instead, I'm having a movie date by myself, because of my mistake.
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