Stronger Feelings

Chapter 8

By the time the movie finishes, I am drowning in my own tears. I think to myself, "I just want a relationship like that. Just like that." I know that will never happen though.

After a few restless and lonesome days, I decide to give Louis a call. To my surprise, his number isn't in service anymore. I immediately think it's my fault. Who am I kidding, everything is my fault. There is no possible way for me to come in any kind of contact with Louis, unless I run into him at the local market or something.

Well, I guess I could write him letters. Just like Noah did in The Notebook. That got him Ally back, right? Yeah, that's what I'm going to do. I'm going to write him letters. Maybe that'll show him how much I really miss him and how much I realize that I made such a big mistake.

Day 1:

Dear Louis,

Well it's been a few days since I last saw you and let me tell you... I am miserable. I made such a big mistake. Please forgive me. I had to learn the hard way that little choices can lead to big problems. I miss you so much, boo-bear. I miss those days when we were inseperable. Where we were best friends. Not something more than best friends. I learned that I was way too uncomfortable for that. I should have told you instead have showed you. I'm so sorry. This may seem like I'm making this thing like a big deal, but you have no idea, Louis. You are like my other half. I can't stand not being close to you. Imagine what I was like when I left home. But this is why I came back. So I can be close to you. I love you, Louis. Just give me another chance. I want to be your favorite forever and always. Whether we're best friends or even lovers one day. Who knows what the future holds for us. The only thing I do know is that I want you to be in my future. I want us to be the best of friends fifty years from now saying, "What a ride." Please come back, Louis."