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scene vii mama
mama, i've never known what love ever was, for you have never shown it before. mama, i don't ever blame you for what you have done to me; for all the pain i had endured, all the blood i have spilled and the childhood i have lost. mama, you've taught me many things that i'm grateful for you gave me the bare necessities to get by in this twisted world, and i have learned enough to become strong. although i have never blamed you and i don't hold a grudge against you, i've come to realize the scars that you have given me. and some of them are far from curable.
dear mama, these scars will remain forever but for the reason that i am unable to feel pain, i can't complain. mama, you were far from a good person, mama, you are barely even a person.
i want you to know, mama, that as you lay there dying, i never hated you. the inability to feel is a gift i'm grateful to receive from you.
but as i have never hated you, i don't love you either.
so goodbye, papa, it's time for me to address you as the one thing you have always hated to be known as, just as it was for me to be addressed as a girl that i never wanted to be.
REI — — JUUZOU SUZUYA
author's note. Juuzou is one of my favourite characters and he's just a small bean that needs love. anyways, i hope I've done him enough justice tbh. I dont know how Big Mama exactly treated him but i could make a rough estimate. Also, if you haven't read :Re, go read it nOW and the ending will probably make much more sense. and this is the other 1/10 poems that i wrote in school but it's ofc edited
