A Maid's Life

To Kill a Mockingbird

I slam Levi's door shut behind me and ran to my room. I go into my so called 'bed' of mine and drown my face into the pillow. I cry because he put his hands on me. But, I felt aroused! What type of human am I? I sob into my pillow and stayed into my bed even during dinner time. I would not let go of my warm and fuzzy pillow. It was like holding onto a lover. I sigh for the millionth time. I sudden banging met my ears.

"OPEN THE DAMN DOOR JAEGER!"

I recognize that voice from anywhere. Levi. I cry into my pillow, hoping that he would kill me when he gets the door open. I somehow feel my head get woozy. Somehow I fell asleep from my crying.

-in the morning-

I wake up to a sudden warm feeling. A person was breathing on me. Suddenly I get up and was startled by Levi.

"You get the day off you nobody!"

He hits my back and I tear up.

"Speak up other then just crying you pussy!"

I nod my head.

"Ok master. Thank you"

The door slams shut and I jump. For the result of the day I just slept and cut my pain away. I don't really feel emotions anymore. I wonder why. I fall asleep at 2:00 am and I had a nightmare. So I woke up at 3:00. Welp I better get ready so I am not punished for being late again. I put on all needs clothes and head out the door. No one was up so I went to the kitchen. I quietly grab myself a cup of tea and sit on a chair in the dinning room. I sigh and lay back and drink my tea. Half way into drinking my tea I let my thoughts get the best of me. I burst out crying and I spilled the tea. I drop down to the padded bottom of the chair and fold my arms and put head into my arms.

"I deserve to die! I don't belong here anymore!"

I quickly go find a kitchen knife and slice up my arm BIG TIME. I cursed under my breath and quickly cleaned up my blood and tea. After cleaning up my mess, I cook Levi's breakfast and I put on a smile, masking my true and everlasting frown of sorrow and pain. I knock and went into Levi's room and I smile.

"Hello master! I brought you your favorite! Butter milk pancakes!"

Levi stares at me and gets up. He walks towards me calmly but at a rushed pace.

"Eren, we need to talk."

Oh shizzley stickle pops! Did he here me cut?
Levi picks me up bridle style and put my onto the same sofa as before. Levi sits next to me and he faces me.

"Eren this is a really important question you need to answer honesty."

Oh shit he did see me cut!

"Would you like to have a new room? The only twist is I will be inspecting your room once a week."

My face lightens up and I smile.

"Yes of course I-I thank you!"

"Good quickly grab your necessities and don't bring anything that can hurt you."

I smile and I run to my old room.  Levi was pacing behind me as I get my items. But why? I brush it off and look around my room. I needed nothing more than my knife. I shut and look my door before Levi can come in and I grab my knife. Levi bangs on the door and shouts cuss words in my direction. I put the knife in my dress. I wrapped the blade in the ruffles of my skirt and quickly open the door before master will kill me. I open the door and I noticed the knife was sticking out like I had a boner.

"You peasant you- ummm brat do you have a fucking boner?"

I shake my head and Levi picks me up and shoves me onto the sofa in his office/room. Levi rubs my thighs and and yelped a little.

"Ma-master s-Stop please I Ahh!"

Levi hooks his index finger into my thong and he smirked. He went to cup my crotch when he was met with the blade. He feels around and he noticed what it was.

"Eren what isssss-oh my god! Why do you have this knife?!"

I gulp and i try to put on a smile but failed when tears bursted out. Trying to keep my smile I talked to him.

"Ummm Sorry I need this Incase someone try's to kill me!"

Levi dose not believe me so he gave me a bone chilling grin I would never forget. Levi looks into my emerald eyes and softens his grin.

"Oh ok I understand. Your not lying to me are you?"

I shake my head an Levi gets off of his couch and sits in his office chair. I fix the knife back into my dress. I try to get up when Levi spoke to me.

"Sit here with me for a while. Please."

He motioned me to sit down and I nod. Levi digs through his papers and found a book. Levi walks over to me and lends me the book.

"To Kill a Mockingbird?"

Levi nods his head and I cress the books cover.

"Have you ever heard of it?"

"N-no master!"

"Levi."

"What?"

"Call me Levi. No need for master, Prince or, your highness."

I nod and clean his room. I head out and heard a slight mumble.

"Goodnight you lowlifes peasant."

"Goodnight! Sleep well master!"

"LEVI!"

"Goodnight Levi."

I smile and walkout to my bed room. I feel asleep with a smile on my face for once.