Lucky Dice

Chapter 10: Old Friends {Dice}

I've had two weeks to think about what went wrong that day, I tried to pick him up for school a couple days after the incident, but he had already left before I got there. Lucky isn't the only person I've been thinking about past memories for. My other friend Tiffany hasn't been talking to me either. I've known Tiffany for a really long time, like I've known her since before we even went to kindergarten. She has been there for me when I was going through some rough times in my life, and I've been there for her when she was having bad days. She was the first one I came out to as gay, and she was nothing but supportive and happy for me. I was so relieved when she reacted that way instead of what I was expecting. We've had a few major fights, but regardless we've stayed the best of friends. She doesn't really find anyone attractive nor does she have a preference towards attractions, which is why I was surprised when I found out she was into Lucky. I honestly feel bad that I kissed Lucky before she even got a chance to, it hurts to think about how Julian took Juliet's Romeo. When I pulled myself out of my thoughts I realized that Tiffany standing near where I usually park in the school parking lot. When I parked she walked over and knocked on the glass. I rolled down the window "We need to talk." She said in an annoyed voice. "Okay just let me get out" I said opening the door, I got out and gave her my full attention. "Remember a couple weeks ago when we went to see the movie?" She asked "Yeah, how could I forget. That's when Lucky . . ." I stopped talking thinking back to the memory. "Yeah well, I saw you two kiss" she responded "What?" I said over dramatically blushing a bit. "Don't worry we're friends I wouldn't dare tell anyone" she said. "I just wanted to ask you something" she said with her voice straining a bit "Yeah what is it?" I asked getting curious. "Did he enjoy it?" She said with her voice strained quite a lot. "Huh?" I responded, "Like did it look like he was into it?" She asked with her voice straining "Well it looked like he did at first, but then he freaked out. So I don't really know" I explained. "Is that a yes or no?!" She snapped. "I just told you, I really don't know!" I said loudly getting a little defensive "Well that's not what it looked like! I thought we were friends, why won't you just tell me the truth!" She yelled "Wait what?!" I said in confusion "I guess I'm just not good enough for you anymore, is that it? You didn't think I'd be okay with you kissing Lucky so you thought it'd be best to lie to me?!" She said yelling at me "I'm fine if you like him, and I'm fine if you go out with him. But I'm not okay with you lying to me" She said with tears in her eyes. "I didn't lie . . ." I said then got cut off "If you're going to keep lying to me, I'm just going to leave" she said then walked away. I tried to say something, but nothing came out. I then got in my car and started crying. Why does the world have to be so mean? First Lucky turned me down, now I lost my oldest friend. I'm really hoping it gets better, but for now, I'm just going to cry and let my emotions out.