I'm in love with a killer #2

Part 10

Hello my lovlies! Sorry the updates are so slow! The school year is coming to an end, so the teachers are burying us with homework and projects, so I don't have as much time to work on writing. So just bare with me for a little while. But I'm don't wanna keep you guys, so on with the story! Enjoy!
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Shoto's POV

"Izuku. . .I'm a murderer" . I said looking straight into his eyes. His face was blank for a couple seconds then he burst out laughing.

"Y-You sc-scared me Shoto!" He choked out between laughs. I sat there patiently waiting for him to finish laughing. "Come on, why aren't you laughing?" He questioned once he was done laughing.

"Izuku, I'm being serious." After I said this I could see a storm of emotions in his eyes. I saw his face turn into a sneer and his eyes gloss over, but he looked helpless. It hurt so much to see him look at me in such a way. I should have known he wasn't going to be happy, but I wanted to believe he was going to be okay so so badly. "I know you might be a tad bid mad and maybe even a bit scared, but please listen to me." He shook his head violently and glared at me. I could practically feel his anger filling the room, I could feel how hurt he was. It hurt knowing I made him this angry and hurt.

"A bit mad!? I just found out the guy I wanted-" Wanted? "-to spend the rest of my life with is a murderer! The person I trusted most, would've been the first one to murder me in my sleep! And you expect me to listen to you!?" I would never hurt Izuku! I love him too much to hurt him. Why can't he see that if I had wanted to kill him he would've been dead already? He jumped of the bed as a single tear made its way down his soft, freckled cheek. "This isn't okay! I wanted to be with you for the longest time! And now I am- NO! WAS! I was in a relationship with you-" He. . .He's breaking up with me? The least he could do is let me explain first. He can't break up with me. I need him. and of course, you turned out "-to be a murderer!" He yelled then began walking (stomping) towards the door. I can't let him leave! If he does he will never come back! I grabbed him before he could unlock the door and put him on the bed. "Todoroki no! Let me go!" I'm sorry Izuku, but I need to calm you down, so you can listen to me. I held his wrists together above his head with one hand, put the other behind his head, and smashed my lips into his. I felt his body tense up under me, but soon he began to kiss back. I felt myself begin to cry. I was shocked to say the least. I hadn't cried since my mother died when I was 12 and that was 11 years ago. I didn't even cry when my abusive, bitchy ass bastard of a father died, but then again who would cry over that. But this boy, this boy that I love so much, made me cry by simply walking away. I pulled away, letting Izuku's wrists go as my silent tears turned into ugly sobs.

"Please Izuku! You can't leave me! I love you so so much! I know! Me murdering people isn't okay to most people, but it's what I do! It's what I enjoy! I promise I would never hurt you! I could never hurt you! Do you remember that second thing I told you about? That thing was that you made me regret murdering someone! I killed someone with your green hair and its killing me! Because they reminded me of you! I've never regretted murdering someone before! I would rather suffer a horrible death then hurt you! You make me feel! The only other time I feel something is when Im hurting someone! Now. . .Now, whenever I'm with you I feel like I'm on fucking cloud nine! And now I'm crying for the first time in years because of you! You're special Izuku! I can't lose you!" I sobbed some more and more and more. Izuku hadn't said anything for the whole time I was crying and just as I was about to look at him I felt arms wrap around my neck. I open my eyes to see Izuku hugging me. I instantly wrapped my arms around his waist.