I'm in love with a killer #2

Part 17

Heyyo!!! I'm back!!!. . .after. . .20 years. . .

BUT STILL BACK!!! I legit threw my phone out and my laptop sucks with wattpad and I got super pissed!!!
Anyway!!! I hope you guys enjoy!!!
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"Kacchan! Wake up! Its our first day at work!" I cheered, jumping on a sleeping Kacchan. As excited as I was, I was also terrified! I know nothing about pharmaceuticals! I'm pretty sure there's a test we were supposed to take but Shoto bent the rules a bit for us.

"Get off of me you shitty brussels sprouts!" He yelled, making no effort to move.

"Come on! You should be excited!" I whined bouncing on him!

"I would rather spend the rest of my life hearing Iida nag than be excited about working for your boyfriend."

"You should be grateful! If it weren't for him, we wouldn't have a job!"

"I could've found one without his help!"

"Exactly! You could've! But you didn't! so get your ass up and get ready!" I smacked his thigh and got up. Before I closed the door, I heard him groan and roll off the bed and onto the floor with a bang. Why does he do that? I shook off the question knowing I would never know the answer since it's Kacchan and he doesn't even know why he does things half the time. I went into my room and changed into a dark forest green shirt, a black tie, black pants, and black shoes. I looked in the mirror, approving the outfit then headed out to the living room where Kacchan was sprawled out on the couch, scrolling through his phone.

"Took you long enough." He grumbled, not looking away from his phone. Shoto's question from last night popped up in my head out of the blue and I realized, we're not going to be living together for much longer. We're both in a relationship with the love of our life and Shoto already asked me to move in with him, so I'm sure they are at least considering it. Kacchan and I are going to be apart and maybe well be get so wrapped up in our own lives that we'll stop talking. I don't want to stop talking to Kacchan. He's my best friend. I felt warm streams of tears fall down my face as my shoulders began to shake. I tried to stop crying but that only lead to small noises making their way out of my mouth. I began roughly rubbing my tears away, but it was useless due to how many there were. "Hey shithead! What's wrong? Are you nervous about work?" He asked in the harshest voice he could manage, but it was hardly anything since he was worried. I shook my head no and hugged my arms around myself. Kacchan got off the couch and stood in front of me. He squished my face in one of his hands and tilted my head back, so I could look him in the eyes. This only made me cry harder. "What's wrong?" I sniffled and took a shaky breath in.

"I-I I don't" I stopped talking and cried some more, trying to catch my breath. He let go of my face and pulled me into a tight hug.

"Shhhh, it's okay Deku. I'm sure whatever it is you're crying about isn't as big of a deal as you think it is." He soothed, rubbing circles into my back. I took in a few more breathes before speaking.

"I don't want to not be your friend Kacchan!" I yelled, muffled by his chest. He pushed me back, keeping his hands on my shoulders as he looked at me with wide eyes.

"What are you talking about?"

"W-Well I'm pretty sure were not going to be living together for much longer and when I move in with Sho, I'm going to be pretty far so you and I might grow apart and get too involved with our own lives to talk to each other and then one day when were eighty we are going to remember each other and then think 'Hmm, it's been a while since I thought of him, I wonder how he's doing.' And then you'll laugh and think of all the stupid shit I've done and then I'm going to be the cliché old man at the end of the movies who's staring out the window before the movie ends, AND THEN I'M GOING TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK AND DIE KNOWING I LET YOU GO! AND IT'LL BE MY FAULT BECAUSE I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN, BUT I DIDN'T STOP IT!" I was crying again but not as much as last time as I looked at Kacchan who was looking at me with a stoic expression. He brought his hands off my shoulders and sighed. Next thing I knew I was being chopped on the head.

"What the fuck you nerd?" He yelled as I rub my head. "Where do you get this nonsense? I hugged you! God! I'm so mad at you!"

"It's not nonsense! Sho asked me to move in with him so it got me thinking! It's not impossible."

"You're not even gonna live to eighty if you pull that shit again! Now let's go before I rip your arm off and beat you with it!"

"Hmph." I pouted as we walked to the bus station. We were walking in silence until Kacchan cleared his throat.

"Are you moving in with the multi-colored fuck?"

"No. Not yet anyway. He wants me to though. He asked me last night."

"Uh, yeah, I got that part already dumbass. What did you say?"

"Well We've only been dating for four days so I told him it would be ridiculous to move into things so quickly. . .in a more panicked and dramatic way."

"Wow. You actually did something remotely intelligent."

"How rude! I probably should have agreed to moving in with him. He'd be a lot nicer."

"Well then move in with him! It's not like I care!"

"Well it sure seems like you do!"

"Ha! Don't insult me! I could never care about a shit nerd like you!"

"Dick head!" I brought my foot back and kicked him in the shin as hard as I could.

"Ouch! Why the hell did you do that?"

"Why can't you just admit you care!"

"Because I don't! If you wanna move out be my guess!"

"Yes, you do, or you wouldn't be getting so upset!"

"I'm getting upset because you fucking murdered my shin with your big ass foot!"

"You were getting upset before that and my feet are smaller than yours!" He grumbled quietly as we sat down at the bus stop.

"I'm not saying I would care but it would definitely affect me if you were to move out."

"Yeah, but it shouldn't happen too soon and now that you know the subject was brought up between Sho and I, you'll be a bit more prepared for when it does actually happen."

"Deku, I don't think I'm ever going to be prepared for that. We've been in each others lives for as long as I can remember. Even when I hated you, you were there. Now soon you're going to be an hour away and you we're right, there's a high chance we will get too caught up in our own lives to remember to call each other and ask how the other is doing. I agree with that part but the part you said about us as old men was just ridiculous."

"Kacchan, I don't want to say goodbye. It's going to be too hard."

"We're not saying goodbye yet, so don't get too worked up right now."

*But Kacchan, what if one of our goodbyes becomes permanent? I don't wanna say goodbye for good."

"These are all 'what ifs'. We're not even certain that you're moving in with the dude. Let's just calm down till we actually need to worry." I nodded in agreement as we sat in silence until the bus came. On the way to work we were our usual selves, but it was obvious the topic was still running through both of our minds.

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How did you guys like it?! I cried while writing this chapter! I know! I'm a big baby! But I hate goodbyes!I hate them and even the thought of them!!! Goodbyes and childhood memories are my weakness. Oof! I hate them so much! It makes me want to punch someone but hug someone at the same time ╥﹏╥
My mind confuses me
Anywho
I hope you guys-(I keep typing y'all and then I have to say something else and it's SO frustrating😂)-enjoyed!!!
-until next time!!!
-Lily!!!