That Bitch..

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We were sitting and talking for sometime..He was telling me about his trip back to Brazil, when he was going to visit his family for a week. I was talking about my job..There came a moment when we both stopped talking..It seemed like everything was already said.. The ticking of the clock, which were hanging on the wall, was the only sound in the air.

"Why did you come to see me?" I asked.

"I wanted to see you again..I think I should go.." He stood up. "It is really late."

I stood up to walk him to the door.

"I'm leaving tomorrow evening..If you will feel like you would like to hang out..call me." He kissed me on my cheek and left. When I closed the door I felt empty..Walking to my shower, taking my shower..I still could not believe that he was here..how many times was I wishing for it? I should not let him go.. I got off the shower and wrapped the towel around my body. Stupid me..

I went to the kitchen to check my cell..I had a missed call from Karmel..I pour myself another shot and took it..

Crrr...Crr..

The door bell was ringing..I went to the door and looked who was standing there - Max. He came back! The excitement went through my body and I opened the door..

"Michaela I just came to ...."

"No..Don't say anything.." I kissed him. It was like the dream come true..He was here..and I could feel him, touch him...

He spend couple hours in my bedroom..but when it came close to two in the morning he sat on the edge of my bed.

"I have to go.."

"Why? You can stay here overnight.." I covered my naked body with the blanket.

He did not say anything and stood up reaching for his clothes..It was like a deja-vu to watching him getting dressed and watching him to leave. 

"When will I see you again?"

He came closer to me and kissed my on the tip of my nose..

"Soon."

Friday I woke up earlier, made myself some coffee and ran to work. I had the biggest anxiety ever..I was checking my cellphone every two minutes..I was sure he will call me before he will leave the town. I did not pay attention to my co-workers and mostly to Jaro, who was trying to be all nice to me. Whenever my cell ringed I was searching for my cell to see...it was Hugo, Sandra, Roxanna and even Vanda called me..

He said to call him if I want to hang out..so close to the noon I did..no answer so I left him a voice mail.

"Hey..it's me Michaela..I was just wondering if you don't want to grab some later lunch or earlier dinner before you will leave..let me know..bye.."

By the two I had no answer so I called again..

"Hey ..it's me again..just call me..bye.."

I had no lunch. I did not feel like to eat and by the six I was out of my work sitting in the tram with no service..

"Hello Max, it's Michaela again..I was just in tram and I had no service so I was thinking if you called me, I could not get your call so you can call me again..bye."

He did not call. I was sitting on my bad with the glass of red wine staring at my cell..It was close to midnight. I was not talking to Sandra too much- I told her that I have some headache..

Before I went to sleep I texted him - Hope you will have a good flight back..It was nice to see you again..Michaela