Regrets(book 1)

Chapter 3

Amber's P.O.V

Oh god I fucked up badly this time...Now he's going to hate me, and I'm going to be known as the freak girl....

As I sat outside having a panic attack, I already knew that Evan and Connor would be looking for me.

"Ummm are you..Ok?" I heard a female's voice.

My head snapped up so fast it hit the wall behind me.

"Ow...Yeah I'm Ow....Ok." I said, holding my head and standing up.

"Oh. Hi Amber!" I heard Evelyn.

"Oh. Heya Eve. Didn't realize it was you." I said.

"Meh. Where's Connor?" She said.

"Inside." I said.

"Ok! Thanks!" She thanked me before running inside to go get him.

I wanted to go home....I wanted to go kill myself and end all the pain....Would they miss me? Would they cry? Would they even care that I was gone? Most likely, they wouldn't. I can't think of one person in my family or group of friends other than Jared Kleinman that would miss me....I wanted to tell someone, but there was no one to tell.

I sighed, stretching. I was still thinking. Thinking about how I royally screwed up and how Evan will see me from now on.

I eventually made up my mind and went back inside, only I wasn't going to go to class...I also didn't know where it was so yea...

"Amber Murphy?" I heard a female voice.

I turned around to see a dark skinned girl in a purple dress and glasses.

"Yea that's me." I said.

"Oh good! I'm Alana Beck. Since you punched Jared and ran from Evan and Connor, I'll be showing you around." She smiled.

"Alana Beck...Aren't you my sister Zoe's Girlfriend?" I asked her, making her blush.

"Ohhh so you are her sister. Ok..Yea I am." She said looking down.
"Cool. Nice to meet you." I said, smiling.

"Nice to meet you too." She said back.

"Let's get to class. Who do you know is in your class?" She asked.

"Connor, Evan, and Jared." I said.

"Oh wow. You go to math, room 208, highschool wing. Ok?" She said.

"Kay. See ya." I said heading over there.

"Well well well. What do we have here?" I heard a voice say. I turned around and look at who was behind me.

Three girls, all looking like they just crawled out from Forever 21,or some other store they thought was cool.

"Uhhh someone with better fashion sense?" I said walking past them.

"Hold on little girl!" One of them, dressed in white, said.

"Uhh little? Listen, I know I'm short and all but, I'-"

"We're 16. Why are you here? What are you, 10? 9?" One of them said, dressed in black. What bitches.

"17. Senior year, twin of Connor Murphy." I said, agitated.

The one dressed all in purple and black scoffed. "Sure."

I sighed. "Listen, I don't have time to waste on girls like you." I pushed past them and tried to get to class.

"Uh Uh Honey." One of them said, grabbed my arm.

I winced, her grip tightening on my arm.

"Aww, little baby weak and in pain?" A girl dressed in white stepped in front of me.

"First fucking day I show up here and I have to deal with Dumb, Dumber, and Dumbest. Listen 'Honey' let me get to class so I don't have to stare at three ugly bitches all day." I ripped my arm out of the purple dressed one's grasp and hit all three of them with my bag.

I rushed to class and stopped to catch my breath before walking in.

"Ahh. Miss Murphy, Late on-" The teacher spoke.

"Yes I'm late on my first day because I got help up by snobby girls, 16 I might add, After I had started to have a anxiety attack." I smiled.

He sighed and pointed to Evan, "Sit next to Mister Hansen."

"Ok." I said.

I went over and sat next to him. "Hey.."

"H-Hey." He smiled.

"Sorry about earlier..." I sounded sad, and I was aware. There was nothing I could do to stop it.

"I-It's fine! I-I was kinda scared though." He said.

I smiled at him, glad he didn't think I was a freak.

A/N, is a ship happening?! Who knows. And yes, two chapters, in a day.