Demons Mixed With Feelings (Karmagisa)

Chapter 10

Karma's POV

Kayano's words really gave me some more confidence in gaining a relationship with Nagisa. I'm sure I can now that I have a better insight on how he thinks. It helps me understand him more. In fact, we're too much alike. I'm sure Nagisa wanted to scare off everyone with his bloodlust, including me. He didn't want to get too close to anyone, because he's hurt. That made him think that solitude is better than rejection. I finally get it. Now the real question is......
How can I break down those walls?

As I'm about to walk through the doors to the school, my body gets pulled by someone's grip on my right arm. Next thing I know is I'm against the wall on the side of the school building. Who the hell...

I see sky blue hair. Nagisa? I look down and see him with a confused face. Almost as if he didn't know why we're in this situation. My back is up against the wall, while he's sort of hovering over me, even though I'm looking down at him for our eyes to meet. I'm surprisingly calm in this moment. Still..... how in the hell is he able to keep doing this to me? If he wanted to, he could kill me at any moment. I didn't even sense him coming, yet my breathing is normal.

Is he going to start talking and explain himself, or will he keep on staring at me?

"I'm..... sorry," he said. Now I'm shocked. "What are you sorry for?" He looks away from me. "Karma, you were only doing what we were assigned to do in class, and I freaked out and took my frustrations out on you. You didn't do anything wrong, so I'm sorry," he said looking down.

"It's okay. There's no need for you to apologize. I shouldn't have went so far. If you didn't stop me, I would've taken you right there and then," I stated while chuckling a little bit. His blush reappears on his face. He looks so adorable.

"B-b-but we were in the classroom, Karma" he stuttered.

"So if we weren't in public, you'd let me take you," I smirk and wrap my arms around his back when I see him moving away from me.

"K-Karma!"

I release him. "Sorry, Nagisa. I teased you a little too much there."

He's too cute. It's getting more difficult for me to control myself, but Kayano is right. I need to give him time to trust me. Ew. So this is how it feels to like someone. Having these constant urges to kiss him will annoy the hell out of me until he's mine.

His head snaps up and his eyes show that he's sad? Depressed? Why would he be disappointed?

Nagisa's POV

A part of me didn't want him to let me go. It's obvious that I'm currently shy by how bashful I'm acting, but that doesn't mean that I don't like Karma romantically. By the look in his eyes, he feels the same way. He doesn't know my true feelings, so it would be logical to make the first move.

I keep trying to talk, but I'm unable to force the words out of my mouth. I can tell that Karma is starting to become uncomfortable with our current position, since I'm still sort of hovering over his body with mine. My skin can relax from the feeling of his body warmth radiating from him in our close proximity from one another.

How can I not say anything? It's like my body is trying to tell me something that my mind can't process or comprehend as I lean forward, slowly closing the gap between us.

I understand now. Actions speak louder than words. If I want to have my feelings recognised, then this is the only way to do so.

Karma's POV

We've been in this position for a few minutes. I'm starting to grow anxious from not knowing what he's about to do. Nagisa's facial expression is unreadable. His sight is still locked in with the gateway to my soul. Those azure orbs piercing through my mercury ones.

Still more silent than the wind, he leans forward slowly. Hold up. Is he...?

Before being able to finish my thought, I feel his soft, sweet lips on my luckily, unchapped lips. Sparks went through my body as I feel his hands rest on my chest. Both of our eyelids close from this perfect kiss.

Nagisa pulls away and we returned the sight of each other to our senses by opening our eyes. He tries to step back, but that's not happening. I'm not done yet. I want more. I need Nagisa.

I quickly wrap one of my arms around the bluenette's small, slender waist and pull his body against mine. My available hand cups his left cheek as I intensively stare into those perfect shade of blue eyes of his. I want him to feel passion through every action I make towards him. He delivered his feelings, so let me deliver mine.

I give him a large genuine smile that stretches my mouth at a painful rate, but that didn't bother me at all. I see him shyly smile as he brings his right hand to hold my hand placed on his cheek, and leans into its touch by tilting his head. So adorable. I'm trying so hard not to take this boy right here and now, but he's making this extremely difficult. Fuck it. I'll just make sure not to go all out..... for now of course ~smirk~.

I kiss him on the lips with more force than he did, making the kiss more passionate and full of emotion. He kisses back. We started moving our lips in sync. I tilt my head towards the left and brought the hand that cupped his cheek to the back of his head. Holding it in place so he can't pull away. He wraps his arms around my neck, deepening the kiss even more.

This is heaven. If this is where my life was supposed to end at, then I should probably stop trying to reach Hell. Well, it doesn't matter where I go as long as Nagisa is with me. I finally have him. Nagisa shares the same feelings for me that I do for him. This better not be a dream, or else I'll wake up and make this a reality. Either way, I better enjoy this for as long as I can. I'll definitely make Nagisa feel as much pleasure as I do, and I know what has to be done now.

Hmmmm time to take this to the next level.

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We're finally getting somewhere with this deadly duo ^_^ Hope you enjoyed the chapter, my little Goofballs~~

I just finished most of my finals :D I hope I did well. Anyways, good luck on all of your exams and projects guys. See you soon~~~