Demons Mixed With Feelings (Karmagisa)

Chapter 17

Nagisa's POV

I'm now laying in bed located in Karma's room, thinking about what just happened, wondering if I made the right choice.

~Flashback~

Karma crushed my lips with his, instantly pushing his tongue in my mouth, causing me to moan in his. As his hands pull my thighs up so my legs wrap around his waist, he places my back against the wall. I have nowhere to go. He moves us under the cold water, too cold. It's fucking freezing.

I'm a snake, so it's difficult to handle below room temperatures. I forced my body not to shiver as Karma used mixed berry shampoo to get that travesty of a dessert out of my hair, with my eyelids blocking my vision.

"All done. Now let me see those beautiful eyes of yours, babe."

I open them to be caught in a gaze with golden orbs, looking at me with such want and longing. Nothing less of need and desire for me were present in his eyes.

That's just a nice way of saying that he's horny.

He wants me. Unfortunately, much more than I want him physically. Images of the past flash in my mind. Betrayal, abuse, solitude... I can't just forget about that so soon, even if it's for Karma.

I wonder what he sees when he looks into my eyes. He finally moves me away from the cold water. It's becoming more difficult to not shiver from the cold as the air hits my wet skin. At least I'm not in my true form, or else I would have a fever by now.

The eyes of my intoxicating red-haired boyfriend linger down to the sight of my lips. I feel his breath hitting my face, my own azure eyes look at Karma's lips like a target. I want this.

He leans forward and closes the gap between our mouths, tongues automatically clashing in war. I would say that I put up a good fight, but that's a lie. He beat me with ease. That gave him more access throughout my moist cavern, which he gladly enjoyed ravishing in, earning soft moans to escape my lips.

Once I need air, he pulls away and starts attacking my neck with butterfly kisses that soon turned into hickeys as he begins sucking and biting on the bare skin, leaving purple-ish and red bruises, or love marks.

He trailed a bunch of marks down my chest until he reached my set of nipples.

"Hmmmm I guess the milk-hunting starts right now." Karma smirks.

"Huh? What do you mea- ahhh," I cut myself off by moaning when I feel a wet tongue on my right nipple, and a few fingers pinching my left one. I bite my bottom lip in hopes of holding in these lewd noises as my cheeks turn red from embarrassment.

Karma suddenly lifts his face from my chest and gives me a look filled with worry. "What's wrong?" He asked with concern in his voice.

I look at him in confusion. "What makes you think that something is wrong?"

He squints his eyes at me and pushes his eyebrows together. Frustration is obviously shown on his facial expressions. "You're shaking, and anyone can tell that you're uncomfortable right now," he informs me with a hint of sadness in his voice.

No. I didn't want him to know that. He'll take it the wrong way. I do want to make him happy, but....

After a moment of silence, with my legs still wrapped around his waist, Karma heavily sighs, "So I guess you really don't feel the same way I do." He puts me down and turns off the water, then starts leaving the bathroom without even taking another glance in my direction.

"Wait, Karma! You have the wrong idea. Please let me explain myself," I yelled to him. He stops in front of the door, then turns around to face me. I take his silence as his way of telling me to continue.

"My body was shaking, well... is still shaking because I'm part-snake, even in my human form, so it's difficult for me to handle temperatures below room temperature. I was trying to endure it as best as I can, so I wouldn't worry you."

He crosses his arms over his chest with a frown on his face. "But that still doesn't explain why you were uncomfortable with me searching for your inner milk supply. Plus, there was fear in your eyes. I'm not stupid. I'm aware that you don't feel the same tha-," I don't let him finish that thought.

"Stop saying that!"

Karma's phone rings, stopping both of us from saying anything. He grabs his phone, and I see "Evil Twin 😈" as the contact name that appeared on his screen. He answers it, "What's up?"

A female voice replies, "I got his address. Can you meet me at the café in thirty minutes?"

He takes a glance at me then answers, "Yeah, and you have great timing. I'll see you then." He hangs up. I remain silent.

"We'll finish this later. I'm sure we both need a break. See ya, Nagisa." He leaves the house, heading towards the city.

~End of Flashback~

I know I have feelings for Karma, but I also know that we're taking things way too fast. Maybe he just wants me for my body? We don't even love each other, just have feelings of attraction, yet he's ready to fuck me.

I'm confused on what to do. Technically, we're currently dating, so this counts as a couple's first spat, or major argument, even though it was only hours after we started dating. Probably one of the fastest times that a couple had a major argument. Really not a record worth bragging about.

Then..... there's his "Evil Twin" and there's this weird, burning feeling in my chest that hasn't went away ever since Karma answered the phone, and I heard that..... female speak.

Did I even make the right choice to let things get so heated? Was I in the wrong for stopping him from going farther?

I just didn't want to rush into it, even though it's a little late for that now. Taking it slow seems like the safest option. He probably wouldn't like that, but I'm not letting him has his way with me, if I don't agree with it. He'll just have to accept it, or we'll set a record for the fastest break up as well.

A heavy sigh of exhaustion escapes my lips as I lay down in this bed full of my redhead devil's scent, making me worry about what's going to happen when he comes home. That's it. I'm not sitting here like a depressed teenage boy who backed down from telling his crush that he liked them.

I head downstairs towards the front door. I need to train to get my mind off all this pointless drama. As I pass the living room, I froze with my eyes staring at the game consoles underneath the huge tv. Oh my goodness....

Not again.

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