Demons Mixed With Feelings (Karmagisa)

Chapter 14

Nagisa's POV

As I leave the room my body turns back into its human form. Holding my true form for so long took its toll. I know I shouldn't have done that to Karma, but he wouldn't have let me go, if I didn't. That was the only way for me to escape. The longer I'm around that demonic redhead, the more I gain feelings for him.

I know that I said that I'll trust him, but I can't do that completely. I'm not even sure if I can trust myself at this point. I don't usually bite people with my venom unless it's serious. I could've just admitted to him how troublesome it is for me to be around him, how much he's constantly on my mind, and how much it hurts to know that he doesn't feel the same way.

He's the God of Mischief. I'm the God of Deception. As easy as it is to fool each other, unfortunately, we cannot fool ourselves. I know that I'm just another toy for that redhead to play with.

He's more like a demon than a God. Not that I can't say the same for myself. We're beings who earn more resentment from others than worship. The ones who don't deserve love for appearances and ways of nature. Me, a being who deceits anyone as easy as he breathes, a being who's bloodlust can make you so terrified that you automatically bend to my will.

Then there's Karma, a being who has enough power to beat most of those who oppose him, who is deadly in any of his forms, and always reveals his intentions in ways that cause anybody to have conflicts within themselves on what to do or how to react. I'm one of those victims for his amusement.

Water builds up in my eyes as I think about what I just did to him. I hope that someday, he can forgive me, and my mind continues to wonder about what he was going to say. Then, my brain recalls a memory from us making out right outside the school.

A heavy blush marks my cheeks, and tears run down the sides of my face. My left index finger touches my lips. I want to do that again; kissing Karma felt amazing. No matter how good it felt, no matter how well we work together, I can't fully trust him. A part of me wants to be with him, confess and live happily with him. The rest of me is stuck in the past, thinking about the consequences that I had to face for trusting humans.

He isn't a human though, so it should be fine, right? No, your race doesn't define you. If humans can hurt you, then so can he. Don't make this easy for him. Give him hell before giving him your heart, Nagisa!

Hopefully, I fooled Karma into hating me. I had to make my act convincing before leaving him alone, collapsed on the cold, hard-wood floor. After seeing how cold-hearted I can be, he will stop bothering me. It's best to end this now before I grow too attached to him.

We kissed, but that doesn't mean that we're together. It was simply a mistake that we both made in the heat of the moment.

Anyways, I have to stop wondering around this large for no reason house, being mesmerized by every room and decoration throughout the halls. The thing that struck me most was the sight of all of the game consoles in the living room. There's a 60-inch flat screen tv with a WiiU, PS4, and a stack of video games next to them. This was paradise.

I look next to the stack of video games and see a mini fridge filled with drinks, then a container next to it filled with snacks. Did I say paradise? I meant heaven. Really weird for two demons to be in a place this holy, but I'm not complaining.

Focus Nagisa! You have to leave. Don't get distracted by heaven's creation. I finally gain enough self control to walk away, towards the front door, then I made the mistake of giving the living room a final look. My eyes landed on Super Smash Bros. Brawl for WiiU, and that's when I knew that I fucked up.

Yeah, no. I'm not leaving yet.

Karma's POV

I'm not dead.

I open my eyes and still feel uneasy about moving my muscles, from the effects of Nagisa's venom. That little snake. That fucker deceived me. I just realized what his venom does; it's used to knock people unconscious. That's why he laughed when I was worried about dying! He knew it wasn't that bad, yet I freaked out in front of him.

When he gave me that evil glare and walked away, I wasn't crying from being scared of him. I wasn't scared of him at all when he hit me with his bloodlust. I was only afraid of rejection, afraid about dying without him believing in my feelings . Isn't that crazy? Oh well, I'll have to get him back for this.

Before anything else, I need to get him to fully trust me as a friend. That way it's easier for him to accept me as his lover. It's not like he can actually get away from me, since we have school together.

I stand up once I was finally able to move my muscles. I feel like shit.

I leave the room to go downstairs to the kitchen to fix me something to eat. I sauté the chopped up peppers and onions with some Honey Garlic Rub seasoning on a skillet that's placed on the stove. As I'm cooking some chicken breast to use for the quesadillas that I'm going to make for tonight's dinner, I hear noises from the living room.

"Let's go Sonic! All we have to do is beat Pit to get to the next round!"

I reach the area and my eyes widen from surprise. A bunch of emotions flow through my mind. Anger, shock, bewilderment, fascination, sadness.

You've got to be kidding me. Nagisa is playing in my house, eating my snacks, while laughing like a little kid, playing on my game console. He's acting as if he didn't just fight me, then poison me after making me think that he wanted me dead.

He hasn't even noticed me standing here for five minutes watching him, debating on how I should approach him. I'm still pissed about him eating my snacks. I don't tolerate people messing with my food, but I guess I could make an exception for Nagisa.

Looks like I know who my next victim is for a prank. ~Smirk~

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