Beautiful Scars

messed up love

-play the video while you read- (p.s. i just noticed i published 11 before 10 ouo;)

and for a moment she felt loved,

She felt alive,

She felt happy, 

and He,

He always made Her feel that way,

He always cared for Her like She's the only person He sees,

with Him She always felt beauty surrounds Her,

forgetting loneliness,

forgetting sadness,

forgetting depression,

and that moment was shattered by reality,

the reality of struggle and terror,

the reality of Him,

DEAD,

flashed in Her head,

laying on His bed,

with blades stuck in His wrists, 

dripping blood on the floor,

and holding Her picture close to His heart,

          ***

She was oblivious of those scars,

carved on His body,

until She saw Him,

She was oblivious of those wounds,

torn open,

until She felt them,

hot tears began falling on Her skin,

melting away Her skin,

like a stinging acid,

She cut open Her wrists,

holding His pain,

laying on Her bed,

holding His picture close to Her heart,

and slowly made Her blood drip,

until Her last breath...

***

Love is a mind game,

if you don't keep it at bay,

it will fuck you up really bad,

and those demons,

that you thought were once sleeping,

will awake,

to take away,

what is left,

from, 

your,

Sanity..