Let's Start Again! (Hermione Zabini)

Back To My Old Self

Draco's Prov:
It has been two days since their father's death. Blaize is hiding the that fact Hermione....well she is very bad at hiding sorrow. She hasn't eaten anything except for a small pudding cup which Harry just basically forced her to. But today would be a little hard. It's Mr. Zabini's funeral. I don't completely know the details since Blaize didn't tell anyone

That small desert in two days, is not normal, she needs a three course meal. Mcgonnagal noticed that she hasn't been appearing in the classes which we have, but didn't ask or tell her anything since The Zabini was famous after us the whole wizarding world about the incident

Currently right now i am sitting on my bed watching Hermione sleep soundly. I hear her at night crying her self to sleep or sometimes it's morning and she is just staring at the window. She doesn't talk or smile anymmore. I don't blame her though, someone you just met and then they just leave you. There was a knock at the door which interupted my thoughts 

"Come in," i say careful not to wake Hermione

"Hey," it was Harry

"Hey," i reply back sitting up

His eyes lingers on Hermione first then sits down on her bed worried mirroed his eyes

"She is never like this," Harry said

"Yeah," i say remebering good times

Then their was a silence, but a comfertable one. Both of us thinking the same thing-Hermione. The incident effected her in many ways. Even Blaize is like this but a little better. Hermione then stirrs in her bed, and tears streaming down her face

"Hermione?..." Me and Harry say in reuion

Nothing happened first just her tears and she was having a nightmare, i could tell by her sudden movements. Harry got a glass of water and tried to wake Hermione as i went to her bed and sat near her

"Hermione" i say

She stirrs a little agin and i take her fragile gigure in my arms and bring jer on cradling her, like a lote child. By the action she woke up, Harry gave her the glass of water as she drank it little by little

"Hermione, you okay?" Harry asked taking the glass back

Again, she didn't answer but nod as a response. I could tell and i knew Harry could tell as well that Hermione was lying, but looking at her condition neither of us decided to push her. 

Hermione's Prov:                                                                                                                                                                  It's been two days since he passed away. I could tell that i hadn't taken it up that good. Blaize had owled mom yesterday, she said she is fine just a little depressed and shaken. When i woke up i was in Draco's arms cradled like little child and Harry sitting beside me

Since that day i hadn't eaten anything, not because i couldn't but because i couldn't bring my self to it. I kept thinking about that Dad is gone just made my appetite vanish. I hadn't gone to many classes this week and i don't plan on going anytime soon either. 

We got a letter from St. Mongos about the funeral and how they want us to prepare everything. Blaize has been doing most of the stuff, so i just have to wait and see. Ginny took out a dress for me and some accessories to wear for today.

Harry left after giving me hug which to i responded weakly. I was then left alone with Draco, looking out into the Black Lake. For a fact i knew that there was no use mourning around because it's not like he would be back to life. So i decided to be a little calm now and respect reality

"Hermione..." Draco trailed off "I know what you are going through but you can't torture yourself,"   

"I am not, not anymore," I said hearing my voice after days 

Draco just pulled in to a hug, i could tell that even he was happy to me being a little more like my self from now on

"Okay, now get ready," He said getting up from the bed "We don't have much time, we have to get to the alter,"

"I will, but first i need to see my friends," I say getting up fixing my self a little "it will be quick," 

He nod his head, and i went to meet the others. I knew i was still in my night suit from last night but i didn't care. I went down and their Ginny and Ron were arguing about something when Ginny's eyes landed on me followed by Ron  

"Hermione!" She squealed as she ran to hug me 

I hugged her back with the same enthusiasm and happiness. Then Ron came to hug as well, and i hugged him back as well. Then Harry and the others came to the living room. I went first to Harry, then the girls (except Ginny) and then Blaize.  

"Good to have you back sis," Blaize said in my head 

"Thanks," i reply "You too,"