The rain fell with a lot of intensity and after all, he was still there for him but not absolutely to his side.
"How could you leave me?" he pronounced, almost inaudible by the force of the rain.
He caressed the cold and wet brown tile, with framed letters in golden color with the clear inscription.
"Samuel Golbach 1962-1990"
"I am with you"
He flickered a couple times, by believing he heard the voice of his lost lover.
"I just would like having you here with me" he whispered in response according to him, to the empty.
"Wish for it"
"I wish for it" he closed his eyes waiting to open them and see him again, but just as he thought about it... it was just his imagination "I'll come soon" the kissed the stone and walked to his red car outside the cemetery.
While he was approaching, the rain seem to disappear but at the time burning him, in memories... from his happy days. He sight frustrated, trying to suppress his memory, he saw his car far away and ran for it.
***
He arrived to his house tired and wet, he got rid of his wet clothes leaving them thrown in the living room, He felt immediate the cold hit and decided to run to his bedroom to cover himself, although it didn't work at all, for him, the only thing can give the necessary heat; will be some arms... that doesn't exist anymore.
He shed a couple of tears, in the pillow that he used to shared with him and without thinking no more, he smiled remembering his sweet lips, falling into a deep sleep.
***
The sunlight, sneaks between the curtains interfering the "precious" sleep in the sense of the memories.
He got out from his bed, but something prevented, he growled a bit, before turning around and open a bit more the eyes, the saw some blond hair. He opened his eyes in surprise and he saw him, perfectly implacable... the love of his live was there.
"S-S-Sam?" he asked with difficulty, he got a smile in response "SAM!" he pounced o him, provoking that the other wake up.
"Colby" the blond complained "you have gained wei..." he cut himself noting the sob from him "Hey, don't cry" he caressed tenderly.
"Ho-how?" the brunette asked letting see his face in tears.
"I don't know" the blond responded, " he clung more to the other one, forming a hug that was enough sentimental t create pain in the blond, more than he was just feeling.
"Colby" the blond whispered
"Sam" he sobbed more "How could you left me?" he dreamed annoyed "WHY'D YOU LEAVE ME?" he shouted, letting see his face in tears.
"I-I didn't know... I"
"YOU SHOULDN'T NEVER HAVE GO!" he shouted "YOU SHOULDN'T NEVER GO TO THE TRIP! NO WITHOUT ME!"
"You would be dead if would take you with me" the blond spit with pain.
"I rather death to be without you" he sight hugging again the blond.
"Colby... is better for you to live your life, you have to enjoy it" he whispered caressing the other one's cheeks "Someday we'll see again"
"I DONT WANT!" the brunette raised his face "DONT GO!"
"I love you Colby" he whispered with a smile, besides the tears fell from his eyes "You are the fist person I really loved and I will always love"
"I-I love you Sam" the brunette whispered "FUCK YOU DONT KNOW HOW I LOVE YOU!" he shouted, after joining his lips with the opposites, that were sweet despite being cold.
"Never forget that I love you" he whispered one last time...
***
"SAM!" he exclaimed looking both sides of the bedroom, he was cold sweating and had hectic breathing "A fucking dream" he whispered, he shed some tears "At least you still love me..." he smiled and close his eyes remembering that smile and blue eyes that in his life, they will always be present.
