He could see it in his eyes, in that glow that captivated him, something was wrong and he didn't know what it was.
He swore, it was something that no matter how hard he tried he could not find out. On many occasions, he had asked him but he answered things that were meaningless or that he did not worry, but the dark-haired man already knew about this strange behavior, it depended on his morning, his future.
Sam had finally armed himself with courage and could reveal to Colby the truth, being cautious, although he knew he was destroying his heart.
But continuing with the lie was something that hurt him much more.
"Sorry" the blond whispered
"Who is he?" the other asked looking at the eyes, the lips, the skin that had once been his.
"Someone wonderful" he was going to answer, but kept silent.
"How did you fall in love with him?" he asked again, but it was something that not even the blond knew. "Where did you meet him?"
"At the bar," he murmured sadly, feeling guilty for the pain of who was in front of him.
"A piece of me is being taken away" the brunette thought, holding back the tears.
"He's a damn stupid one" he murmured and saw certain tears on the blond's face. "Don't cry, don't let him see those tears"
"I'm really sorry, Colby"
"Is he waiting for you?" he asked cautiously and received a nod for an answer. "it's getting late"
"I ... I know," he murmured watching the clock on his wrist.
"Take the umbrella in case it rains" the brunette approached him and stroked his cheek "that gray jacket suits you"
"Colby ..."
"I'll be fine" he smiled mockily "let me ... prepare my luggage"
"No, it is not necessary" the blonde looked into his eyes "stay"
"I can't that would be too much, I'm already jealous of losing you " the blonde nodded and gave him one last kiss on the forehead, which the black haired felt and reached the deepest part of his heart. "Sam?"
"Yes?"
"What is his name?" The blond slowly turned on his ankles "How does he take everything I have?"
"I don't know" Sam muttered "Sorry"
"No ... don't apologize" the brunette put a hand on his shoulder "I love you"
"I also did" the blond mentioned looking at the window "I loved you as much as I was allowed, so much that sometimes it hurt ... but loving you was part of that "
"He waits for you ... to give you a new love, he waits for you to love you "
"Maybe ... someone too, is waiting for you ... somewhere "
" I don't think so "
"Do it" the blonde turned around "believe that somewhere someone is waiting for you to give you what I could not Colby ... look for someone who loves you, so much that it hurts both of you. Find someone who really deserves you and makes you happy ... as I could not "
" Sam ... " Colby murmured " I will not find a love like yours "
"You will find a stronger love " he smiled for the last time and left the house they shared, to run into the arms of his new love.
As Colby had said, it rained, but that didn't stop Sam from running into the arms of his lover, who surely expected him, as Colby said, to love him as he did a long time ago.
Colby stared at the window, watched the rain and in his mind only the last words of the blond passed
"You will find a stronger love"
"Have you already found it?" he asked to himself, shedding a tear.
