Deidara x reader x sasori *lemon*

Chapter 12:

You cried, cried for hours on end. Not caring about anything except one more person, who has yet to break your heart. You heard a knock "___? Can I come in?" Sasori asked, his voice showing a bit of emotion. "F-fi-fine.." you stuttered out, Sasori almost not hearing you. He entered your room, and saw all of the tissues cluttering the ground, he wrinkled his nose and walked towards you, placing himself onto your bed, placing his arms around you. You leaned into his chest and cried, cried even more. Your (s/c) turning a new shade, because of how much liquid has escaped your face. Your throat was on fire, you not wanting to speak, that exact same thought playing in your head again. 'He leaned in willingly, he clearly hates me...' you started crying again, face still in Sasori's chest. You laid still, Sasori patting your back, and occasionally rubbing his hand through your (h/l) (h/c) hair comfortingly. "I'm sorry, ___. Look, I truly know Deidara cares for you, you can at least go to his room and speak to him. Do you remember when you got kidnapped?" Sasori said, you nod "He was the only one that noticed you being gone that long, it's because of him that we went to look for him. We both love you __, trust me." He said, throwing in a flash of a small smile.

Sasori left you in your room, you laid on your bed, contemplating if you would visit Deidara in his room. You knew you would. Itachi invited himself inside your room and wrapped his arms around you.  "I'm sorry ___. We all know he truly loves you. Please go talk to him. He's either in his room, or the showers." He said. Itachi Hugged you tight and kissed your forehead and cheek before leaving. 'I'm gonna go. I love the both of them even though Deidara dealt me pain. So much aching in my heart... what is this?'

You walked out of your room slowly, dragging your feet along the ground, as if they weighed tons. You burst inside Deidara's room, he wasn't in there. Thankfully everyone else except itachi, and Sasori were sleeping.

You make your way to the showers, and sneak inside. Not caring if your clothes get wet. They were his anyways and they smelled like tears. "I-I'm such A-an idi-idiot! I-I love her! Wh-what have I done?" Deidara yelled, breaking down, and starting to cry. 'I've never seen him like this... I don't think anyone has..' you made yourself noticeable, and ran to Deidara, not a single care that you were getting wet, and not caring that he was naked "Deidara! Why did you do this to me! My heart aches, why?" You say sadly, hugging him tightly. He was shocked. Shocked that you saw this sight of him, and he stayed still. "Answer me!" You yell, grabbing his attention violently. He looks at you again, "you, you came to me?" He asked, his voice seeming so weak and small, far from the terrorist you know and love. "Of course I would come back to you. I love you Deidara." You smiled, tears coming out still. He closed his beautiful blue eye, and you could see clear liquid coming out. Disguised with the water from the showers. "Can we go to my room, ___?" Deidara asked, you looked down and nod, opening your eyes to see Deidara's manhood, you yelped and blushed uncontrollably. He laughed, "next time, I'll hear you screaming my name." He whispered. You froze, he came back up to you and whispered in your ear "ever since I met you, I've wanted to have my way with you. I love you so much that I would kill anyone on sight if they do something bad to you." You blushed.

After you both exited the showers, you went straight to Deidara's room, and asked for some clothes. He was nice about it and said sure, but randomly itachi came in and threw you his shirt and boxers to put on. You smiled "thanks itachi." "Of course" you heard behind the door. You changed and felt pretty comfortable, you sat down in Deidara's bed and waited for his explanation. "So, __. Before you came, Tobi really wanted to play spin the bottle. All I wanted to do was see your pretty face. But he stood in the way. I just wanted to get it over with, I was shocked it landed on the only girl in the akatsuki besides you. I didn't think you'd see and react so suddenly. Seeing your pained face made me want to punch myself over and over again. I still feel so foolish, and you probably think I'm playing with your feelings, but I truly love you, ___." Deidara explained. You nod and embrace him in a tight hug.

"Look, I'm happy you two are good now." Sasori said, seeming like he wanted to say more. Deidara looked up at him and Sasori nodded. "___, since we all share the same feelings towards you, we figured we wouldn't only share that..." Deidara leaded on. "But we would share you as well." Sasori said, lust burning in his eyes. "Well-Well ermmm, it's gonna be my first time, and and um, how am I supposed to pick one of you to take my virginity?" You asked, face heating up uncomfortably. "We've been talking about this the first time we'd met, ___." Sasori said. "All you need to do is trust us." Deidara nodded " So, tomorrow night come into my room because it's neater then your rooms. Which would give it the illusion of looking bigger." Sasori said. You and Deidara nod, you being extremely nervous as you say your goodnights and leave to your room, so you could just think about everything that just Happened to you in less than an hour.

Goodness, school has been taking a toll on me! But with summer rolling around I'm pretty happy, I could write more and more if I want. Also I am thinking about 4 books to write, and already have ideas for them. Also next chapter will be a lemon! Thanks for reading! This chapter has 1040 words.