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It's like...
I want him to be mine so bad that I think about him every minute of the damn day.
Every time I see a notification I secretly hope it's him just texting me about a random thing.
I want to talk to him every day but I don't find the courage too.
And at the same time..
I don't want to feel like this...
I want to forget him because deep down I know that I will never have him, deep down I know that if I keep feeling this way, I'm going to end up hurt...
deep down I know that if he rejects me...
or not even feel the same way...
I know that I will be broken, I know that I will never try to feel again.
I want him so bad yet...
I want to forget about him.

-NKL

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