January 4,2018
6:10
That is the exact date and time we had any contact with each other for the last time.
That is the day that i told you i was done with you for good.
I am not going to lie it hurt like hell but it happened for the best.
June 26,2018
6:53
It has been a little over 5 months since we have had any contact.
I can not pinpoint when was the last time that i have written about you or your effect on me.
And that is because i have been occupied, i have been with friends without the knowledge that you exist
And it has felt really good.
I love the absolute feeling of being free of you.
With friends i am sober from you, clouding my mind.
It is when i am alone that i am afraid of.
Everything comes back
Every word
Every touch
Every feeling
Every kiss
Every memory
Every I Love You
Every single thing comes back
And i am terrified of what it does to my mind when I get nostalgic
You are the one thing that has affected me the most
I was 5 and a half months sober of you, yet i am happy that i thought of you again
Whoever is reading this, do not let me be alone i want to be sober for the rest of my life.
- L.G.
YOU ARE READING
Heartfelt
PoetryThese are just some quotes I either wrote or I find extremely interesting. I will give credit to the person. If you guys want one of these, I will gladly write it for you.
