Twilight: Bella vs Tanya

My Possession

Chapter 5.

 Bella pov   

I entered the cottage, dropped my bags full of clothes and sighed. Heavily. Thank god that was over god Alice and her little irritating I think you should bond. If only Alice knew if only she knew just how I felt when I was around her then she won’t be suggesting things like that. It’s not that I don’t want to get along with Tanya and it’s not that I don’t like her I’m just- just not fond of her. She threatens me in ways I can’t explain, with her body, her face, her history with my husband. Oh god was that it. Did I feel like there was some-some sort of competition? Was it that deep down her presence made me feel like a failure? The way she walked, her charm her unique elegance was it all those things that reminded me just how much I’m not good enough for Edward. I know that I’m a vampire now and I’m grateful for that but God my beauty still didn’t match up to hers and I can admit that to myself. When I see her I think of  the times when I was human, when I knew I could never be compatible with Edward and I ask myself what did Edward see in me… how the hell could he not have- have wanted her. I frowned it hurt, thinking of this it ached my chest but I had to be honest with myself, her beauty is a signed statement that shows I could never be on par with her that –that was what Edward refused.    

I sighed again still in deep thought until the door opened.

“Hay Honey”, Edward softly said walking up to me as he did. I was suddenly relieved when I saw him.

“Hay”, I whispered. I hugged him oh how I missed him so much even though I was only away from him for 5 hours.

“I missed you”, he kissed my lips lightly, I held onto his arms and gazed into his beautiful amber eyes.

“I missed you too”. God I loved this man so much and having thoughts of me not being good enough for him regardless of me being a vampire was painful. 

“So what did you and the girls do”.

“Nothing much”, I shrugged my shoulders “We visited Port Angeles and did more shopping, you know Alice she really is crazy”, I giggled. Edward held my waist and rolled his eyes. “You’re telling me, I’ve had to live with her crazy for over 60 years”.

“I erm bought a dress for me well it’s sort of for you I wanted to surprise you”, I looked into his eyes and if I was human I would have been blushing with the way he dazzled me.

“Oh did you know I can’t wait to see just beautiful you’d look in it of course weather you’re in it or not you’d still look gorgeous”, he lightly brushed his fingers on my cheek, I was so overwhelmed with the fact that this man adored me, his eyes were full with admiration and nothing but love for me, I’d do anything to please this man he truly was my life, my everything and when he made me feel special just by his little words I suddenly felt a bit powerful like nothing else mattered and nothing else did but him. our eyes locks and I moved in closer to him making sure there was no gaps between us. This man belonged to me, this man loved me and he showed me that every single passing day.

“I love you so much, do you know that”, I whispered gripping tightly onto his biceps and locking my eyes with his.

“I love you more than everything in this world and you hold the key to my whole existence do you know that”, he cupped my cheeks in his hand. Suddenly I banished the thoughts that had a couple of minutes ago, I loved this man and he loved me I was everything to him and that’s all that mattered. He wanted me just the way I am, he loved me and he was mine. my arms were locked around his neck and I kissed with a sudden force and he reciprocated kissing me back as if my lips were his air, I was Hungry only for him. the tip of my tongue traced his lips begging for entrance to his mouth and he granted me the immediate access to it, my tongue swept into his mouth and his to mine, I moaned, loudly at the friction of our tongues dancing and swirling around. We battled for domination. I suddenly became possessive of my husband. I gripped my finger into his hair and pulled him tightly to me causing him to groan. Before I knew it we were in the bedroom. We shredded each others clothes rapidly and forcefully, we only wanted to be consumed by each other. My thoughts screamed Mine he was mine and always be mine, he only had eyes for me he said that countless at this moment I didn’t care about anything else. He pushed me on the bed and hovered over me and attack my lips in pure devotion.

“Ah”, I cried into his mouth suddenly feeling his strong erection grinding on my belly. I held on tightly to his hair not letting his lips separate from mine.

“You’re mine, you belong to me, don’t you forget that”, I growled into his ear.

“Always Bella, I’ll always be yours”, he whispered sincerely into my ear and kissed down my neck then to my breast they to my stomach. My moans became louder giving in to him teasing me, I gripped tightly onto his hair as he went down knowing the next place he’d go. 

“AH”, I cried out, he gripped my legs stopping me from squirming and kissed my heat, he dipped his tongue into my wet folds and lick, sucked, feasting on my flesh.

“Ah, AH, EDWARD”!  I screamed refusing to keep still my pelvis arched up so his mouth can take in more of me. Edward never stopped he sucked and sucked and bit causing me to loose my godamn mind. I was beyond wet, I was soaked all I wanted was him.

“EDWARD”, I yelled, my back arched I couldn’t take this intense torture anymore. He stopped then instantly hovered on to me straddling me with his body and entered me with one sharp thrust causing me to scream his name out loud so loud that it echoed off the walls. He growled in my ears “Mine”

“Yours”! I screamed my nails dug into his back, I arched mine pushing my pelvis to him meeting him thrust for thrust as we screamed each others names.