Explanation

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Hey guys, it's Skylar. I know I haven't been updating at all the past few weeks so I thought I'd put this up to help you understand why.

I'm currently in my last year of high school, which means I've got my GCSEs this year. I'm currently in exam leave and have already done 6 exams. I have 4 this week and then it's half term, 5 the week after, 4 the week after that and then my final 3 in the last week.

Because of these exams I have been incredibly stressed and I'm struggling to get a healthy balance between work and play, but not the way you'd think

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Because of these exams I have been incredibly stressed and I'm struggling to get a healthy balance between work and play, but not the way you'd think. Rather than overworking myself and putting tones of effort into revision, I'm wasting my time on Overwatch, listening to music and reading. I've done practically no revision for my exams and I'm stressing because I know I'm procrastinating but I can't motivate myself not to.

My mental health is also deteriorating. My insomnia has gotten a million times worse, I'm lucky if I can get three hours sleep a night. My anxiety, as a result, has skyrocketed and I'm struggling to hold myself together. Also, due to my body clock being timed to fucking Japan or some shit, I'm not eating anywhere near as much as I should. I often forget or am just not hungry by the times I'm supposed t eat and therefore don't.

I'm running low on motivation for revision, this story and anything that isn't Overwatch and it's not healthy. I will try to return to this story or publish another during the half term, I'm sorry I've taken so long to explain myself.

Please forgive me,
                                      Skylar 🦊

Please forgive me,                                      Skylar 🦊

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